Chapters (59)
- COVER
- About the Author
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- Acknowledgments
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
Vera’s eyes caught mine. ‘I thought of that, but more people die on hikes than you’d think. It’s usually a quick news item. Maybe there’s a photo, maybe not. Even when it is, it’s a blurry one dug up on Facebook, unless the family releases a better one. And up near Lake George, once you go west, even fifty miles, you’re completely off the beaten path. It’s not like this, there aren’t people coming up from the city every second – it’s practically Canada. There are places that are so removed from everything – places so insular and rural, I wouldn’t worry about anyone recognizing him, especially if he shaves his beard, changes his hairstyle a little. John could build something new. Away from everyone.’
I felt a tug, deep inside, because she was right. People from Brooklyn came up here all the time. Davis had never had an interest in Woodstock, but there was no guarantee he wouldn’t change his mind. The thought of being even harder to find was tempting. I bet there were places, up in the woods, where you didn’t even run into cars, acres and acres of property where Dusty could just … run. Our little threesome could turn into a real family.
‘There’s this area, a protected wild forest. The towns in it are so small they’re hardly a spot on the map. And they’re so cheap. John could pay with cash. He’d have to use a different ID, but I think I could manage that, too,’ Vera said as John nodded along. ‘It sounds nuts, but I think it would actually work.’
‘It would be better than living like this,’ John added. ‘Than not even being able to go out in public without causing a scene.’
A knife of a thought struck me, sharp and intrusive.
‘It won’t,’ I said.
Vera sucked in a breath. ‘What do you mean?’
‘Everyone knows you guys are in trouble. Like you said, people talk.’ I let the knife cut deeper, the thought slice further. ‘Haven’t you watched any old movies?’ My mom and I used to watch them all, every noir we could get our hands on. ‘You’re his wife,’ I said to Vera. ‘If you tell people you watched your husband fall off a cliff, no one will believe you. They’d expect you, of all people, to be angry about … about everything.’
‘I know that, but really. My record is clean. John and I have never had so much as a public disturbance. And besides, I love him,’ Vera said, squeezing his hand. ‘Anyone who knows us can see that.’ Her eyes glistened. ‘I stuck by him through all of this. Doesn’t that count for anything?’