Chapters (59)
- COVER
- About the Author
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- Acknowledgments
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
We never went into town, despite my repeated asking. Not to that bar, Platform. Not to Schoolhouse for brunch. Once Al, the waitress there, had asked me why my neighbors never came, and I told her what they’d told me – that being so close to the gallery made it feel like work. From the look on her face, I don’t think she quite believed it, and I can’t say I did, either. There was the graffiti, for one thing, which still didn’t sit right with me, even though I told myself it was just rebellious kids. And the fact that locals wouldn’t go to the gallery. And then the way that Maggie, the older woman next door, who always managed to time her dog walks with mine, went quiet, her eyes ominous, if I ever mentioned my friendship with Vera and John.
What’s more, I never saw a visitor at the farmhouse besides me – no one going in, no one coming out. Even for a couple of artsy introverts, it was strange. And Vera and John – they weren’t exactly introverts anyway.
And then there was the day, last week, when I went over to find Vera and John staring at the tires on John’s truck. ‘Cheap, unreliable tires,’ Vera said, when I asked her about it. But I wasn’t stupid – they looked slashed.
There was something off about them, about their standing in this town, that much was clear. There were people who didn’t like them, for whatever reason. But in spite of my curiosity, I didn’t hound them for answers. They’d become too dear, too important to me already. I was too afraid of losing them to push.
Rachel’s name had disappeared from their whiteboard – erased, just like that – and though her junk mail still collected in my mailbox, she never came by to retrieve it again. If it had been an affair, if she’d been the one to slash the tires, it was none of my business. And I wasn’t willing to risk our nights together, tucked away at their place or mine, to find out.
Vera leaned back even farther in her chair, taking another sip of wine. She was sitting almost cross-legged, one knee hooked over the other, her hand on the table, barely grazing John’s. He turned his hand over, and their fingers intertwined, like puzzle pieces – a perfect fit.
Life wasn’t perfect. I won’t pretend it was.
Though Davis hadn’t emailed me again, his lack of contact didn’t quell my fear. I knew he was planning, waiting for the best time to strike.