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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Kat’s itching to get inside now. She wants to reach out to the thin ceramic table lined up against the stairs and pick up each photo frame in turn, scrutinise the pictures of Beth’s family. From this angle she can see only the far end of the table, and just make out the faces of two little girls in matching rainbow-striped dresses. Another picture is a family shot taken in one of those studios, a soft white background with the four of them smiling in loose linen clothing. She can’t see the other side of the table. She wonders if there are pictures of Beth’s mum and dad, and if they’re beautiful like her; they were always a mystery, even back then.

One of the girls from the photo tumbles out of the kitchen, being dragged down the hallway by Luna, who’s attached via the lead.

‘Careful, Martha,’ Beth says, a little tut escaping. ‘Kat’s going to think we have no control over our dog.’

That’s her cue to speak, Kat realises with a start. ‘Not at all,’ she says. ‘Luna’s still a puppy really – she’s bound to get excited when there’s a walk on the cards.’

Beth smiles again, but her eyes slip behind Kat, towards the pavement. Kat allows herself one more look, then takes Luna’s lead and turns back down the steps. ‘I’ll give her an hour on the common, then a wash at the salon, so we’ll be back around seven o’clock.’

‘Thanks, Kat, you’re a real star.’

Kat turns left towards Wandsworth Common, the closer of the two commons to Groom & Bloom. Streetlamps cast their glow over the parkland closest to the road, but Kat isn’t scared of the dark, so she heads deeper in, towards the trees. Luna clearly approves because her tail is up and wagging ferociously as she forages in the leaves. Kat watches her chase a squirrel until it disappears up a tree. But instead of losing interest, Luna sits patiently beside the trunk, nose up, waiting for it to reappear. Her unfailing optimism, against all the available evidence, feels like a message for Kat. Keep going; you failed last time, but this time will be different.