Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Kat’s itching to get inside now. She wants to reach out to the thin ceramic table lined up against the stairs and pick up each photo frame in turn, scrutinise the pictures of Beth’s family. From this angle she can see only the far end of the table, and just make out the faces of two little girls in matching rainbow-striped dresses. Another picture is a family shot taken in one of those studios, a soft white background with the four of them smiling in loose linen clothing. She can’t see the other side of the table. She wonders if there are pictures of Beth’s mum and dad, and if they’re beautiful like her; they were always a mystery, even back then.
One of the girls from the photo tumbles out of the kitchen, being dragged down the hallway by Luna, who’s attached via the lead.
‘Careful, Martha,’ Beth says, a little tut escaping. ‘Kat’s going to think we have no control over our dog.’
That’s her cue to speak, Kat realises with a start. ‘Not at all,’ she says. ‘Luna’s still a puppy really – she’s bound to get excited when there’s a walk on the cards.’
Beth smiles again, but her eyes slip behind Kat, towards the pavement. Kat allows herself one more look, then takes Luna’s lead and turns back down the steps. ‘I’ll give her an hour on the common, then a wash at the salon, so we’ll be back around seven o’clock.’
‘Thanks, Kat, you’re a real star.’
Kat turns left towards Wandsworth Common, the closer of the two commons to Groom & Bloom. Streetlamps cast their glow over the parkland closest to the road, but Kat isn’t scared of the dark, so she heads deeper in, towards the trees. Luna clearly approves because her tail is up and wagging ferociously as she forages in the leaves. Kat watches her chase a squirrel until it disappears up a tree. But instead of losing interest, Luna sits patiently beside the trunk, nose up, waiting for it to reappear. Her unfailing optimism, against all the available evidence, feels like a message for Kat. Keep going; you failed last time, but this time will be different.