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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Kat looks at Becca. She can’t believe that she once thought she looked like Ellie. Where Ellie is closed, Becca is open. And where Beth wears a mask, Becca radiates authenticity. ‘I’m sorry you had to wait,’ Kat whispers. ‘I had some other guilt to get rid of first.’

‘And did you?’

Kat smiles, the tears all dried up now. ‘Yes,’ she answers. ‘I did.’

Epilogue

Epilogue

January 2022

The service is over now. Beth’s dad has been sent to his final resting place, and he should leave too, Simon thinks. The girls are with his parents in Hertfordshire. Their house in Wandsworth is on the market, and his mum is dropping heavy hints that he and the girls should move closer to them. But for now, they have school tomorrow, and it will be a long drive home in the rain.

But he can’t leave the crematorium yet. Not without introducing himself to Beth’s mother – a stranger to him for all these years – and showing her the precious photos that he keeps in his wallet.

Beth left as soon as the service finished, led away, back to her new home on remand in Bronzefield prison, flanked on both sides by prison officers. She didn’t cry at all during the service. She sat blank-faced, looking straight ahead. If you weren’t watching carefully, you might think she didn’t move at all. But Simon noticed the way her hands slid and scratched as her father’s coffin disappeared behind the curtain.

The investigation is ongoing. DC Stone has phoned Simon a couple of times, but he barely listens to the detective. Beth has been charged with the serious assault of Mark Sullivan and Kat Wilson. They’re hoping the footage of her crouching down by Jon Smith’s side will be enough to prove she was responsible for his death too, the passer-by who put filming the event above helping suddenly labelled a hero for first compelling Beth to phone for an ambulance, and then providing the vital evidence to prove her guilt. The police video analysts have already determined that she picked the needle off the ground, and their working theory is that she used it to inject air into Jon’s vein after he had injected himself with heroin, when he was pliant. Thames Valley police have decided there’s not enough evidence to charge Beth with her brother’s murder, but she’s paying in other ways for that.