Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
‘I must have mentioned it, I suppose,’ Beth continues, looking away as though she’s suddenly embarrassed. ‘I’d had quite an eventful morning when I phoned.’
Kat leaps on her doubt. ‘The discount was listed on the schedule,’ she says, silently thanking some higher power for Sally being on her lunch break. ‘So I imagine you must have told my colleague at the time of booking.’
‘Yes, silly me,’ Beth mumbles quickly. ‘And who would ever question a discount anyway?’ She’s flustered now, and Kat can’t help enjoying seeing Beth’s more vulnerable side. She pushes a little harder.
‘You know, I do a bit of dog walking when I’m not working here,’ she says while ringing up the discounted cost and proffering the card machine towards Beth. ‘Do you ever use a dog walker for Luna?’
‘I haven’t done,’ Beth says, dipping her card over the machine. But Kat can tell she’s not against the idea, so she keeps going.
‘Well, I’d love to walk her if it would help you out at all. And if it’s after hours, I could even pop in here and wash her down before I drop her back at yours. Save you having to deal with muddy paws.’
Kat watches Beth’s face light up with a mix of relief and something akin to joy, and realises with another jolt of adrenalin that the next stage of her plan may well be working too.
March 2003
March 2003
Chapter 13
Chapter 13
Katherine
Katherine wiggles her nose, then contorts her whole face. But it doesn’t help. So she pushes both hands hard into the mattress and starts counting inside her head. She just needs to get to one hundred and twenty – two minutes – without scratching it. The dermatologist warned her about this, but he also promised that the new cream he had prescribed was revolutionary, that it would peel away the damaged skin and reveal something smooth and baby-soft underneath. It just needed time to perform its magic, and not be rubbed off prematurely.
Twenty-three, twenty-four, twenty-five …
BUT GOD, IT’S SO ITCHY.
Katherine shuffles down the bed until her body is horizontal, the back of her head sunk low into her pillow. It doesn’t help that the cream is a toxic green colour. She stares at the white ceiling and wonders what her face looks like. The Italian flag maybe.
Forty-six, forty-seven, forty-eight …
No, it’s too much.
Her hands fly up, but she forces them to stop mid-air; she needs her eczema gone. How can she stop herself surrendering? Read your journal! her internal voice screams at her. That must be at least seventy seconds of distraction.