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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Kat feels the now familiar tug at her insides as she walks back up the hill towards Beth’s house, a newly washed Luna trotting beside her on the lead. She pauses on the threshold, staring up at the light glowing through the glass panel above Beth’s front door. Is she’s doing the right thing? Following her instincts, taking these risks again? The focus saps her peripheral vision, so it’s a shock when someone suddenly pushes past her, too close, clipping Kat’s shoulder with theirs. Kat lets out a gasp. ‘Sorry,’ she says, on autopilot, wondering why she’s apologising for being bumped into. But instead of returning the apology, or just walking away, the offender turns to face her. It’s a young man, skinny but tall, with a pale face and dirty red hair poking out of a black beanie. He doesn’t speak, but his expression – angry and resolute – is enough for Kat’s heart to race. She wonders if he’s going to pull a knife, demand Kat’s phone and money. He’d be disappointed with Kat’s second-hand iPhone 6 and the sole two-pound coin in her pocket if he did.

‘Do you know her?’ he finally says.

‘Sorry?’ Kat says again, but in confusion this time.

‘The woman who lives in that house,’ the guy spits out, nodding his head towards Beth’s house. ‘Are you friends with her?’

‘No, I … What’s it got to do with you, anyway?’ Kat blusters, trying to meet his threatening tone with something close to assertive. But he ignores her question.

‘Do you know what she did?’ he says, stepping forward until his face is only inches from hers. ‘She let a man die, caused his death, watched it happen.’

Kat shakes her head, trying to make sense of what he’s saying. Is he talking about the drug addict Beth called the ambulance for the other night? Kat can smell the man now, the vinegary cologne of stale sweat. His lips are curled into a snarl, but his eyes don’t quite match up. They’re grey, like Kat’s, but with a hint of blue that makes them look almost celestial in the glow from the overhead streetlamp. And they flicker with more than anger. He suddenly reminds Kat of her teenage self, and she feels a rush of sympathy for him.

‘She wasn’t responsible,’ she whispers. Her face prickles in the cold air, and she suppresses the urge to scratch her skin. ‘It’s a tragedy, him dying,’ she continues, ‘the paramedics not being able to save his life. But it’s not Beth’s fault.’

‘You don’t know shit, you fat cow. Fat and stupid.’