Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Kat feels the now familiar tug at her insides as she walks back up the hill towards Beth’s house, a newly washed Luna trotting beside her on the lead. She pauses on the threshold, staring up at the light glowing through the glass panel above Beth’s front door. Is she’s doing the right thing? Following her instincts, taking these risks again? The focus saps her peripheral vision, so it’s a shock when someone suddenly pushes past her, too close, clipping Kat’s shoulder with theirs. Kat lets out a gasp. ‘Sorry,’ she says, on autopilot, wondering why she’s apologising for being bumped into. But instead of returning the apology, or just walking away, the offender turns to face her. It’s a young man, skinny but tall, with a pale face and dirty red hair poking out of a black beanie. He doesn’t speak, but his expression – angry and resolute – is enough for Kat’s heart to race. She wonders if he’s going to pull a knife, demand Kat’s phone and money. He’d be disappointed with Kat’s second-hand iPhone 6 and the sole two-pound coin in her pocket if he did.
‘Do you know her?’ he finally says.
‘Sorry?’ Kat says again, but in confusion this time.
‘The woman who lives in that house,’ the guy spits out, nodding his head towards Beth’s house. ‘Are you friends with her?’
‘No, I … What’s it got to do with you, anyway?’ Kat blusters, trying to meet his threatening tone with something close to assertive. But he ignores her question.
‘Do you know what she did?’ he says, stepping forward until his face is only inches from hers. ‘She let a man die, caused his death, watched it happen.’
Kat shakes her head, trying to make sense of what he’s saying. Is he talking about the drug addict Beth called the ambulance for the other night? Kat can smell the man now, the vinegary cologne of stale sweat. His lips are curled into a snarl, but his eyes don’t quite match up. They’re grey, like Kat’s, but with a hint of blue that makes them look almost celestial in the glow from the overhead streetlamp. And they flicker with more than anger. He suddenly reminds Kat of her teenage self, and she feels a rush of sympathy for him.
‘She wasn’t responsible,’ she whispers. Her face prickles in the cold air, and she suppresses the urge to scratch her skin. ‘It’s a tragedy, him dying,’ she continues, ‘the paramedics not being able to save his life. But it’s not Beth’s fault.’
‘You don’t know shit, you fat cow. Fat and stupid.’