Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Beth’s head snaps up. She catches eyes with Saskia, whose face is filling up with disgust. ‘They’re not dead, okay?’ she implores. ‘They live in Reading. That’s where I was yesterday, visiting my parents. Maybe I haven’t been completely honest with you, with Simon, but I just wanted to leave that part of my life behind.’ She reaches her arm towards Saskia but holds it mid-air. ‘I didn’t kill Eddie though; I loved him.’
‘And the homeless man?’ Saskia asked.
‘He reminded me of Eddie,’ Beth murmurs. ‘I wanted to do what I couldn’t for my brother, save his life.’
‘He died of a stroke too,’ Saskia continues. ‘An air bubble in the syringe. That detective told me today.’
Kat runs her hands through the red spikes of her hair and blinks back hot tears. Of course deep down she knew that Beth had killed that man, but hearing it out loud is still like a heavy weight dropping on her chest. Is his death on her hands too? For not having the courage to defy Ellie all those years ago?
‘You hated having squatters on our road, didn’t you?’ Saskia continues. ‘You said they were dirty.’
‘No, I just meant they needed help,’ Beth protests. ‘How can you choose her side? You’re my friend; she’s not like us.’
Saskia’s eyes flit between them both. A siren sounds in distance, but Kat suddenly feels calm. Soon it will be over, one way or the other. She’s played her hand and all she can do now is hope she’s done enough for others – Saskia, the police – to see through Beth’s beauty, her wealth, her smile. To believe Kat instead, a skint dog groomer with a fifty-inch chest and a history of mental illness.
But then a shriller noise erupts. It’s Beth’s phone, buzzing on the side table. Beth looks, then reaches for it. Saskia groans, an animal sound. Kat turns to look.
And watches her vomit all over the carpet.
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Chapter 55
Beth
The smell, oh my God, it’s vile. Beth watches the putrid liquid seep into the fibres of her carpet.
‘Elizabeth, are you there?’
Beth drags herself back to the phone call, tries to use the cold glass screen of the handset to cool her burning face.
‘He’s gone, mea dragă. Just taken his last breath.’
Her dad is dead? ‘Please, no,’ Beth whispers. It’s too soon – she hasn’t had chance to say goodbye. She closes her eyes, but her eyelids are infested with Saskia’s vomit, worming and burrowing its way into her eyes. She flicks them back open. Kat is kneeling beside Saskia now, her bulk obscuring the stain on the carpet, but even her presence is sickening. Fat, ugly Katherine. How dare she intrude on Beth’s life?
‘It’s his time, don’t be sad,’ her mum says. ‘He’s with Eddie now.’