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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Beth’s head snaps up. She catches eyes with Saskia, whose face is filling up with disgust. ‘They’re not dead, okay?’ she implores. ‘They live in Reading. That’s where I was yesterday, visiting my parents. Maybe I haven’t been completely honest with you, with Simon, but I just wanted to leave that part of my life behind.’ She reaches her arm towards Saskia but holds it mid-air. ‘I didn’t kill Eddie though; I loved him.’

‘And the homeless man?’ Saskia asked.

‘He reminded me of Eddie,’ Beth murmurs. ‘I wanted to do what I couldn’t for my brother, save his life.’

‘He died of a stroke too,’ Saskia continues. ‘An air bubble in the syringe. That detective told me today.’

Kat runs her hands through the red spikes of her hair and blinks back hot tears. Of course deep down she knew that Beth had killed that man, but hearing it out loud is still like a heavy weight dropping on her chest. Is his death on her hands too? For not having the courage to defy Ellie all those years ago?

‘You hated having squatters on our road, didn’t you?’ Saskia continues. ‘You said they were dirty.’

‘No, I just meant they needed help,’ Beth protests. ‘How can you choose her side? You’re my friend; she’s not like us.’

Saskia’s eyes flit between them both. A siren sounds in distance, but Kat suddenly feels calm. Soon it will be over, one way or the other. She’s played her hand and all she can do now is hope she’s done enough for others – Saskia, the police – to see through Beth’s beauty, her wealth, her smile. To believe Kat instead, a skint dog groomer with a fifty-inch chest and a history of mental illness.

But then a shriller noise erupts. It’s Beth’s phone, buzzing on the side table. Beth looks, then reaches for it. Saskia groans, an animal sound. Kat turns to look.

And watches her vomit all over the carpet.

Chapter 55

Chapter 55

Beth

The smell, oh my God, it’s vile. Beth watches the putrid liquid seep into the fibres of her carpet.

‘Elizabeth, are you there?’

Beth drags herself back to the phone call, tries to use the cold glass screen of the handset to cool her burning face.

‘He’s gone, mea dragă. Just taken his last breath.’

Her dad is dead? ‘Please, no,’ Beth whispers. It’s too soon – she hasn’t had chance to say goodbye. She closes her eyes, but her eyelids are infested with Saskia’s vomit, worming and burrowing its way into her eyes. She flicks them back open. Kat is kneeling beside Saskia now, her bulk obscuring the stain on the carpet, but even her presence is sickening. Fat, ugly Katherine. How dare she intrude on Beth’s life?

‘It’s his time, don’t be sad,’ her mum says. ‘He’s with Eddie now.’