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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Simon didn’t believe it at first. When DC Stone phoned him at his parents’ house that night, he’d called the detective’s accusation ridiculous, defamatory, dangerously inaccurate. He’d known Beth for sixteen years, he’d said, and she’d never even lost her temper. It took Saskia to convince him otherwise. Sitting with her and Tim in their warm kitchen, she’d taken him through Beth’s list of crimes. Deep down, he’d known that Beth was aware there were nuts in his mum’s mince pies. But it was when Saskia explained Beth’s motivation, her craving for some elusive form of perfection, that he’d surrendered to the truth. For sixteen years he’d admired her quest for the perfect life, and had felt honoured that she considered him worthy of being part of it. It took her fall from grace for him to realise how damaging, how arrogant, it is to have such a narrow view of what perfect means.

He looks over at Beth’s mother. She’s stood by herself, reading the messages on a line of bouquets. Simon hesitates for a moment, then walks over to join her.

‘They’re beautiful,’ he murmurs. He doesn’t look up, but he senses Beth’s mother turn towards him.

‘I don’t normally like flowers like this,’ she says quietly. ‘Cut at the stem. It feels wrong, finding something beautiful, then cutting off its energy supply.’

‘I’ve never thought of it like that.’

‘But I find it comforting today. I want them to die, you see, so that Stefan’s surrounded by beauty on his journey. Do you think that’s selfish?’

‘No,’ Simon says quickly. ‘Stefan was your husband. They may be beautiful, but these are just flowers. His happiness, your wishes, those are more important.’

‘Love before beauty,’ she whispers.

‘Always.’

Simon smiles at his mother-in-law, and pulls two photos out of his wallet.

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A Letter from Sarah Clarke

A Letter from Sarah Clarke

Dear Reader,

Thank you for reading My Perfect Friend.

I have always been interested in first impressions, and how we make judgements about people based on the way we look. As a thriller writer, I wanted to take this inclination into the world of crime, which is why my murderer is beautiful and fragile, and my hero awkward and intimidating. Mark is a rough sleeper, but also a talented game designer with big dreams.