Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Kat lifts her frayed parka off its hook by the front door and walks out of her flat. She nods at a neighbour she’s never spoken to, a tired-looking woman clutching a sky blue Co-op bag for life in one hand and a small child in the other, then clumps down the stone steps, and out onto the road. It’s milder today, but the sky is already black and there’s drizzle in the air, so she heads for the tube station.
The house looks even bigger up close, Kat thinks as she tries to drum up the courage to walk up the steps and ring the bell. All the houses on this street have an air of ostentation, ornate archways over the front door and fancy shutters in the windows, but Beth’s is double the width of all the others. The front door seems to loom over her while her feet stay welded to the mosaic-tiled pathway. Kat can hear noise inside, a child gabbling. The tale is too fast and high-pitched for Kat to decipher any of its meaning, but the sounds of normal life settle her nerves a notch and she takes three tentative steps upwards.
She wonders if Beth will invite her in, or just hand Luna over at the door. Will they chat for a while? As friends? Or will Beth treat her like staff, reel off a list of instructions and thrust a roll of poo bags in her hand? There’s only one way to find out. She takes a deep breath and presses the doorbell.
A few moments later, the door swings open and Beth is stood there. She’s so close, only inches away, and as her perfume wafts across Kat’s pockmarked skin – a different scent to the one Kat remembers – she starts to feel dizzy. She wonders if she’s going to faint.
‘Oh hi, Kat. Thanks so much for this.’ Beth smiles; it’s warm, and her white teeth gleam in the overhead light. Then her eyes dip down, take in Kat’s ancient coat, thick black cargo pants and dusty Timberland boots, and the smile fades. ‘You know what, let me get Luna for you. You don’t want to be hanging around here.’ She swivels her head, but her body continues to block the doorway. ‘Martha! Can you put Luna in her harness and bring her out here with her lead?’