Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Kat lifts her frayed parka off its hook by the front door and walks out of her flat. She nods at a neighbour she’s never spoken to, a tired-looking woman clutching a sky blue Co-op bag for life in one hand and a small child in the other, then clumps down the stone steps, and out onto the road. It’s milder today, but the sky is already black and there’s drizzle in the air, so she heads for the tube station.

The house looks even bigger up close, Kat thinks as she tries to drum up the courage to walk up the steps and ring the bell. All the houses on this street have an air of ostentation, ornate archways over the front door and fancy shutters in the windows, but Beth’s is double the width of all the others. The front door seems to loom over her while her feet stay welded to the mosaic-tiled pathway. Kat can hear noise inside, a child gabbling. The tale is too fast and high-pitched for Kat to decipher any of its meaning, but the sounds of normal life settle her nerves a notch and she takes three tentative steps upwards.

She wonders if Beth will invite her in, or just hand Luna over at the door. Will they chat for a while? As friends? Or will Beth treat her like staff, reel off a list of instructions and thrust a roll of poo bags in her hand? There’s only one way to find out. She takes a deep breath and presses the doorbell.

A few moments later, the door swings open and Beth is stood there. She’s so close, only inches away, and as her perfume wafts across Kat’s pockmarked skin – a different scent to the one Kat remembers – she starts to feel dizzy. She wonders if she’s going to faint.

‘Oh hi, Kat. Thanks so much for this.’ Beth smiles; it’s warm, and her white teeth gleam in the overhead light. Then her eyes dip down, take in Kat’s ancient coat, thick black cargo pants and dusty Timberland boots, and the smile fades. ‘You know what, let me get Luna for you. You don’t want to be hanging around here.’ She swivels her head, but her body continues to block the doorway. ‘Martha! Can you put Luna in her harness and bring her out here with her lead?’