Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Beth lunges for the phone before Simon can see the name flashing up on her screen. It’s an alias of course, but she still doesn’t want him to ask who Eddie is. She’s a good liar normally, but she’s too frazzled to put on a competent performance this evening. Her fingers are shaking again, but she manages to press the red button on her iPhone to cancel the call and slide it away from Simon’s eyeline.
‘Who was that?’ he asks, without a hint of suspicion; their marriage is too solid for that. The interruption seems to have dampened his lustful intentions too, and Beth feels relief and disappointment battle inside her. Relief that she doesn’t have to touch his skin in her current mood, but disappointment that he’s not pushing harder for it. She knows every good marriage needs a healthy sex life, and it’s not like this is the only sacrifice she makes.
‘One of those 0800 numbers,’ she answers. ‘Probably someone trying to sell me life insurance.’
‘Maybe they’ve heard about your new celebrity status,’ Simon says with a chuckle. ‘And think your life is more valuable now.’
‘Or perhaps they think I’m more in need of insurance,’ Beth whispers, more to herself than to her husband, thinking about the angry young man outside the shop.
‘Sorry, what was that?’
She looks up and smiles. Takes a deep breath. She can do this, she thinks; perhaps it will even distract her. ‘Nothing.’ Then she lowers her voice to a purr and nods at the half-drunk bottle of Cremant in the ice bucket. ‘Shall we finish that upstairs?’
Simon’s face spreads into a beam, his desire back in an instant, and he takes Beth’s hand again. He leans over and kisses her gently on the lips. He tastes of toothpaste and ethanol, a reassuring combination, and Beth finds herself searching for more. Perhaps this will be fine after all, she thinks, as he gently guides her out of the spotless kitchen, up the stairs, and onto the perfectly made bed.
Chapter 8
Chapter 8
Kat
Kat reluctantly peels off her fleece. She knows she’ll be hot soon, that her face will go bright red and sweat will drip from every pore. But right now, the garage is so cold that she can see the eerie glow of her breath in the gloom. With her arms exposed, hundreds of almost-invisible hairs lift up, pulling Kat’s skin into miniature peaks. She swears, crosses her arms around her body and tries to rub some warmth into them.