Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Beth’s chest relaxes just enough for her heart to start beating again. But she still doesn’t like the idea of her image plastered all over social media. She opens her WhatsApp and clicks on Saskia’s face, half hidden behind a big glass of Aperol Spritz. TAKE THE POST DOWN, she types, hoping the capital letters will show Saskia how unhappy she is, and waits for the two ticks to turn blue.

‘And has she?’ Simon asks as he pops open a bottle of Cremant, their staple diet on a Saturday night when they don’t have plans. Beth isn’t in the mood really, but it’s always easier to pretend. ‘Taken it down?’ he continues.

Beth sighs and takes a glass from Simon’s outstretched hand. ‘Not yet. She responded to my message saying that she’d delete the post as soon as she got chance. But that was ten hours and about eight hundred views ago, and the woman whose phone is superglued to her hand doesn’t seem to have found an opportunity.’

‘Maybe it’s not such a bad thing,’ Simon offers cautiously. ‘Getting some public recognition.’ He shakes his head. ‘I mean, it was such a brave thing to do, in the dark like that; I can hardly get my head around it.’

‘Why not? Do you not think I’m the caring type?’ Beth pushes, exasperated, but she shouldn’t take her frustrations out on Simon. He’s the perfect husband; she needs to remind herself of that.

‘What? No! Of course you are. I just mean …’ Simon’s voice trails away. He picks up his phone and looks at the screen. In other marriages, this would be cause for an argument: important conversation interrupted by a damn device. But Beth knows it’s different for Simon. His phone checking is a tick that he’s developed over years of being at the beck and call of even richer, and considerably more arrogant, men than him. And now he uses the habit when he needs a moment to think. He places it back down. ‘I suppose I see you putting the girls first, me a close second, all the time. Creating this perfect life for us. To step away from that, put yourself in potential danger, I guess it’s an extra quality I didn’t know you had.’