Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Beth’s chest relaxes just enough for her heart to start beating again. But she still doesn’t like the idea of her image plastered all over social media. She opens her WhatsApp and clicks on Saskia’s face, half hidden behind a big glass of Aperol Spritz. TAKE THE POST DOWN, she types, hoping the capital letters will show Saskia how unhappy she is, and waits for the two ticks to turn blue.
‘And has she?’ Simon asks as he pops open a bottle of Cremant, their staple diet on a Saturday night when they don’t have plans. Beth isn’t in the mood really, but it’s always easier to pretend. ‘Taken it down?’ he continues.
Beth sighs and takes a glass from Simon’s outstretched hand. ‘Not yet. She responded to my message saying that she’d delete the post as soon as she got chance. But that was ten hours and about eight hundred views ago, and the woman whose phone is superglued to her hand doesn’t seem to have found an opportunity.’
‘Maybe it’s not such a bad thing,’ Simon offers cautiously. ‘Getting some public recognition.’ He shakes his head. ‘I mean, it was such a brave thing to do, in the dark like that; I can hardly get my head around it.’
‘Why not? Do you not think I’m the caring type?’ Beth pushes, exasperated, but she shouldn’t take her frustrations out on Simon. He’s the perfect husband; she needs to remind herself of that.
‘What? No! Of course you are. I just mean …’ Simon’s voice trails away. He picks up his phone and looks at the screen. In other marriages, this would be cause for an argument: important conversation interrupted by a damn device. But Beth knows it’s different for Simon. His phone checking is a tick that he’s developed over years of being at the beck and call of even richer, and considerably more arrogant, men than him. And now he uses the habit when he needs a moment to think. He places it back down. ‘I suppose I see you putting the girls first, me a close second, all the time. Creating this perfect life for us. To step away from that, put yourself in potential danger, I guess it’s an extra quality I didn’t know you had.’