Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
‘Saskia wrote about me on MyNeighbour?’ Beth can feel her heart kick up a gear at the thought of strangers reading about her actions on Thursday night. ‘What did she say?’
‘That you came across a man lying unconscious in the dead of night. That his heart had stopped and you had to do chest compressions.’
‘That’s bullshit,’ Beth whispers under her breath. ‘I hardly touched him.’
‘Saskia used to be a journalist, didn’t she?’ Lara asks, while simultaneously answering the question of why Saskia would embellish Beth’s story. ‘Look, I get that you’re not one to boast, but you shouldn’t feel embarrassed about people knowing how you helped that man.’
‘I didn’t help him in the end though,’ Beth whispers, not daring to look at Lara in case she sees sympathy on her friend’s face.
‘Darling, even if only half of what Saskia wrote is true, you were an absolute legend that night. It’s not your fault he died.’
‘I know, but …’ The image of that other squatter pops into her mind, his angry face bubbling with accusation. And of course there were the weeks leading up to that night, how she showed her disapproval of their being there. She just wants the whole thing over with. She walked past the empty shop unit this morning – it’s on the way to Ava’s football club on Wandsworth Common – and the police tape had already gone. Other than a new padlock on the door, there’s no evidence that anything untoward had happened there less than forty-eight hours earlier.
Except for Saskia now spreading the details on MyNeighbour.
Beth scratches her palm. How dare Saskia write about her experience without even asking. Isn’t she supposed to be a friend? Saskia is clearly feeding her desperate need to be in the thick of the drama without giving any thought to how Beth might feel about it. ‘I’m going to tell her to take it down,’ she says.
Lara lets out a resigned sigh, as though she was expecting Beth to say that. ‘I think you deserve all the hero worship you can get, but I understand why you’re upset. Saskia shouldn’t have posted anything without your permission, especially the photo.’
Beth’s heart freezes. ‘What photo?’ she asks, her earlier anger turning to dread. Did Saskia snap a picture of her when she was getting out of DC Stone’s police car?
‘I don’t know,’ Lara says with a shrug. ‘You look gorgeous in it though, no surprise there, snuggling next to Luna. Chloe, that’s the wrong goal for goodness’ sakes!’