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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Beth takes another sip of the sparkling wine. It’s true that she behaved differently on Thursday night, more impulsively. She didn’t spend time weighing up the pros and cons of action or considering how it would look to her peers. But how can she explain that to Simon? How can she tell him that, in the moment when she saw the man lying there, she became someone else? Not a stranger, but the person she used to be before she met him and built a different kind of life. ‘He just caught my eye, I suppose. His face was this deathly blue colour, so I knew he was in trouble. I couldn’t leave him once I’d seen that, otherwise I’d have that image of him in my head forever.’

Simon reaches across the island unit and takes Beth’s hand. ‘I didn’t think I could love you more,’ he says, stroking her fingers and circling the large solitaire diamond of her engagement ring. ‘But you’ve proved me wrong.’

His eyes look suggestive, Beth realises with a start. The girls are fast asleep now, they say, we could take the rest of the bottle upstairs. To buy time, Beth opens her hand and allows his fingers to slip between hers. Then she looks up at his face and tries a platonic smile. They have a good marriage. They’ve been together for sixteen years, married for ten, and she still loves him very deeply. She loves his loyalty, his strength of character. His ability to provide so handsomely for his family.

But she doesn’t always love him touching her. She knows that’s her problem, not his. And sometimes, like when he’s fresh from the shower, damp hair glistening and white towel wrapped around his waist, his arms are welcome. But not tonight. She can’t be that person tonight when there are so many thoughts swirling around her head. Did she really do enough on Thursday night? Will the other squatter follow through with his threat?

And why the hell hasn’t Saskia taken down that post yet?

Her phone buzzes on the hard stone and they both jump. It’s on silent, but the grind of the vibration is louder than any sound in her options menu. Beth expects it to stop after two buzzes, signifying a text or hopefully a WhatsApp message from Saskia confirming she’s deleted the post. But it keeps buzzing and Beth belatedly realises it’s actually a phone call. She stares at it another moment, wondering who it could be. No one phones her anymore.

No one except …