Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Beth gives her a grateful smile and walks towards the stairs. As she reaches for the banister, her hand brushes against Kat’s arm. Usually she despises touching people, but there’s something reassuring about the solidity of Kat’s frame today, and the deep greens of her cactus tattoo. Beth pauses for a moment, draws as much strength as she can and then pulls away.

She almost cries with relief when she reaches her bedroom. The bed is perfectly made, and the line of cushions at the top is uniformly plumped. Every surface is sparkling and as Beth breathes in, the faint scent of cedarwood adds to her growing sense of calm. She picks her rings off her bedside table, then walks into her bathroom and turns on the tap, the hot water providing a more powerful tonic. She edges the temperature up higher as her skin craves more, and scrubs her hands with Aesop exfoliating wash. As its tiny pieces of pumice scratch away her skin, the memory of her decrepit father and decaying childhood home fades a little too. Finally she feels strong enough to reach for a towel and place her rings where they belong.

That’s when she notices that her wardrobe door in the adjacent dressing room is open a fraction. Fear tingles on the back of her neck as her eyes dart around the room.

Has he been here? In her most private of spaces? Can she sense his presence now?

Don’t be stupid! the rational part of her brain screams. She saw him outside, only a few minutes ago. He can’t be in her bedroom. But could he have been here earlier? She takes a few jagged steps towards her wardrobe. But the irrational side is fighting for dominance again. Was it definitely him that she saw outside? Could he have come in via the garden? What if he is behind those doors? Ready to attack her as soon as she opens them? But she needs to know what’s he done. She takes a deep breath.

The knocker on the front door rattles below her. She gasps; her head spins. Of course he’s outside! Has he got the audacity to try to muscle his way in through her front door? She twists on her heels and races out of her room, and down both flights of stairs. ‘Don’t answer it!’ she screams, but it’s too late. Kat is opening the door. Beth sucks in a scream.

‘Sorry! Can’t believe I forgot my key.’

Beth almost cries with relief. She’s never felt so happy to see her husband. ‘Simon,’ she whispers.

Simon scans the hallway, three scared faces. ‘What’s happened?’