Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Beth gives her a grateful smile and walks towards the stairs. As she reaches for the banister, her hand brushes against Kat’s arm. Usually she despises touching people, but there’s something reassuring about the solidity of Kat’s frame today, and the deep greens of her cactus tattoo. Beth pauses for a moment, draws as much strength as she can and then pulls away.
She almost cries with relief when she reaches her bedroom. The bed is perfectly made, and the line of cushions at the top is uniformly plumped. Every surface is sparkling and as Beth breathes in, the faint scent of cedarwood adds to her growing sense of calm. She picks her rings off her bedside table, then walks into her bathroom and turns on the tap, the hot water providing a more powerful tonic. She edges the temperature up higher as her skin craves more, and scrubs her hands with Aesop exfoliating wash. As its tiny pieces of pumice scratch away her skin, the memory of her decrepit father and decaying childhood home fades a little too. Finally she feels strong enough to reach for a towel and place her rings where they belong.
That’s when she notices that her wardrobe door in the adjacent dressing room is open a fraction. Fear tingles on the back of her neck as her eyes dart around the room.
Has he been here? In her most private of spaces? Can she sense his presence now?
Don’t be stupid! the rational part of her brain screams. She saw him outside, only a few minutes ago. He can’t be in her bedroom. But could he have been here earlier? She takes a few jagged steps towards her wardrobe. But the irrational side is fighting for dominance again. Was it definitely him that she saw outside? Could he have come in via the garden? What if he is behind those doors? Ready to attack her as soon as she opens them? But she needs to know what’s he done. She takes a deep breath.
The knocker on the front door rattles below her. She gasps; her head spins. Of course he’s outside! Has he got the audacity to try to muscle his way in through her front door? She twists on her heels and races out of her room, and down both flights of stairs. ‘Don’t answer it!’ she screams, but it’s too late. Kat is opening the door. Beth sucks in a scream.
‘Sorry! Can’t believe I forgot my key.’
Beth almost cries with relief. She’s never felt so happy to see her husband. ‘Simon,’ she whispers.
Simon scans the hallway, three scared faces. ‘What’s happened?’