Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

‘Oh, Daddy,’ Ava cries out, curling herself around his leg. Then the playroom door swings open. Luna arrives first, flying into Simon’s arms, oblivious to the dense atmosphere. Then Martha comes next and soon it’s a tangle of limbs and fur. Beth tries to draw strength from the scene, at least enough to work out how much of what’s happened to tell Simon. She wonders if she’s got enough energy to conceal the bits that must stay secret.

‘A scary man came to the school,’ Martha pipes up.

Simon’s head swerves towards her. ‘What?’

‘He spoke to Ava. He made her cry.’

‘I didn’t cry.’

‘Simon, can we talk about this later?’ Beth squeezes the words through her constricted throat. She watches him pull his phone out of his pocket, then seconds later, slip it back in.

‘No. I want to talk about it now. Is it this Mark character?’

Beth bites her lip and stares at the floor. There’s a tiny indent in the mahogany wood, next to the table leg. She imagines dust collecting there.

‘Have you contacted the police? Because if you haven’t, Beth, we’re doing it now.’

‘Simon, not in front of the children,’ she whispers.

‘But he’s targeting our children now, isn’t he?!’ Beth blinks in shock; Simon never raises his voice with her.

‘Or in front of Kat,’ she pleads.

Simon turns to face Kat. ‘You’re the dog walker,’ he spits out, but his face instantly drops. ‘Sorry, that was rude.’

‘Kat picked us up from school,’ Ava interjects. ‘I wanted to go home.’

‘Why didn’t Mummy pick you up?’ He turns towards Beth. ‘Where were you?’ He sounds so accusing.

‘She bought us hot chocolates.’ Ava’s voice trembles.

‘Shall I go?’ Kat’s voice. Calm and strong. ‘Now that you’re both back?’

‘How much do we owe you?’ Simon pulls a slim wallet out of his back pocket. Following etiquette, despite the circumstances. Only his trembling fingers defy him. Beth watches him squeeze it open, like a Venus flytrap, revealing a wad of different-coloured notes. Her phone vibrates in her pocket. She sways, lets it ring out.

‘Is fifty enough?’ Simon mutters, still agitated. Beth wishes Kat wasn’t leaving, she suddenly realises; she doesn’t want to be alone with her husband. ‘We don’t ever use nannies,’ he mutters. ‘So I’ve no idea.’

‘Will you look after us again, Kat?’ Martha asks plaintively.

‘Ooh yay!’ Ava squeals.

The voices swirl around Beth’s head. Her phone vibrates again. She wonders if Simon is going to leave her. Or if Mark is still in her wardrobe. Or if her dad has died. She wonders if it was actually Eddie lying outside that shop, his ghost come to haunt her in an old man’s body. The dent in the floor is growing. Opening up like a seismic ravine.