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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Maybe she should get it over and done with, walk right up to him and tell him to do his worst. Perhaps it’s what she deserves after all the lies she’s told, the people she’s let down. Like her ill father – she didn’t even say a proper goodbye. Just made some excuse about a difficult client as she waited for the cab. What kind of daughter does that? The kind who puts her nuclear family first of course. Simon, Martha and Ava. The three people she loves most in the world. She’s got nothing to apologise for.

She can be faster than him, she decides. Slide her house key between her fingers just in case, then sprint the hundred metres, slam it in the keyhole and be inside her house in seconds. Yes, she can do this. Hold the panic at bay for long enough. She fumbles in her bag, finds the cold metal and takes a deep breath. Then she runs. As she gets closer, she can hear him calling her name, his voice too deep for a skinny teenager, but she doesn’t look in his direction. Her heart is pumping madly, but she slides the key in, pushes hard on her front door.

And slams it shut. She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath.

‘Mummy!’ Ava races up and flings her arms around Beth’s waist. ‘There was a man,’ she whispers into Beth’s midriff. ‘He said mean things about you.’

The man who is lurking outside their house right now.

She inches them both away from the front door. Her throat constricts. ‘Let me just wash my hands,’ she pleads. She wants to be reassuring – like a mum should – but she’s too tense. She needs a moment to collect herself.

‘I was scared, Mummy.’

‘I know, honey.’ Of course it could have been so much worse; in those moments that Mark was with Ava, he could have done anything. Part of Beth wants to know what Mark said to Ava, the accusations he made about her. But she can’t bear hearing her daughter repeat his words out loud, letting his poisonous beliefs into their home. ‘You’re safe now,’ she says instead, but her voice still cracks.

‘Are you okay, Beth?’

Her eyes flick open. Kat is standing at the bottom of the stairs. She looks out of breath, as though today’s events have knocked the wind out of her.

‘I’m fine, thank you.’ She coughs to clear the tears from her throat. ‘I just need to freshen up. Can you hang on another five minutes?’ Beth scratches her palms. She does it discreetly, but Kat must notice the tiny movement because she drops her eyeline. A cloud of concern darkens her face.

‘Of course, take your time,’ she says. ‘We can hang out a while longer, can’t we, girls?’