Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
And then I hear the car door opening. The gritty footsteps of a man’s shoes on concrete. Through her sweatshirt, I feel my mom’s heart skip for a split second.
“What—” she says with a gasp.
I step away from my mom and the whole world seems to stop. I can’t believe I’m seeing my mom and my dad together. My mom’s mouth is open like she’s about to speak. Or shout. Or laugh. Francisco Gómez’s eyes avoid hers. But he’s smiling shyly. I wonder what it was like when they first met. They were both in college. College students like the ones at Northern Madrone. Did they stare at each other like this?
“Valerie,” my dad says. His accent makes the V sound like a B. Like my mom is someone else.
“Francisco?”
“I’ve brought your daughter.”
Your daughter, my father says to my mother. Not our daughter.
“How—” my mom begins.
But then the other car door opens and Mercedes steps out.
My mom looks back and forth between me and Mercedes. “Who—” she tries again.
“This is Mercedes,” our father says. “Mercedes Miller.”
My mom looks at me, stunned. “This is your new friend? This is Mercedes?” She turns to Francisco. “Is she—”
“Mercedes is my daughter.”
“They look like—” my mom begins. “They look like twins.”
“Yes, they are very close in age.”
There’s a long silence.
“The divorce was a long time ago, Francisco,” my mom says. And then she repeats Mercedes’s name like everything makes sense now. “I should have guessed. And she must be named after—”
“Yes.” Francisco Gómez bows his head.
“I’m named after the wife of Gabriel García Márquez,” Mercedes volunteers.
“Yes, of course,” my mom says, her voice full of wonder. “It’s a beautiful name.” She moves toward Mercedes as if she’s going to hug her. I don’t think that’s a good idea.
“Mercedes Barcha, yes. But you’re named after my sister, too,” our father says. “Mercedes Gómez Flores. It was all I asked of your mother.”
My mom asks, “How is Mechi?”
Mechi? I sneak a look at Mercedes. I was right.
Our dad shakes his head sadly and tells my mom, “She didn’t make it.”
“I’m so sorry. Your sister was a wonderful person.” My mom squeezes me again. “This is why we give our children family names. To remember.”
“Just like Matilde,” our father says. “Named for my mother.” I smile. “Matilde and Mercedes. Family names.”
“And also literary names,” my mom says. We are both named after wives of famous writers and also given family names. Sometimes two things can be true at the same time.
“Mattie and Mercedes.”
“Yes,” says Francisco Gómez. “Names have stories.”
“And now, you two.” My mom looks back and forth between me and Mercedes. “I’d like to hear your story.”