Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
Gaby and Rebecca collapse in giggles. A juice box gets tipped over and we shriek as we escape the sticky mess. All the seventh graders turn and stare at us, which means it’s time to put on a show, remind everyone how popular we are. I start humming our favorite song, and right away Gaby and Rebecca join in. We’ve been rehearsing a bunch of choreography during sleepovers this summer and we’re ready. We stand up and use our bags of chips as microphones. We know all the lyrics and sing in unison. Gaby and Rebecca swing their hips to the right, to the left. I’m in the middle so I do the foot moves, in and out. “Na-na-na-na-na!” we sing. Kids around us look up from their sandwiches and laugh. The three of us coordinate our disco moves and the lunchroom audience stomps the beat. “I’m in the stars tonight!” I wail into my Doritos microphone. I love the feeling of being in the spotlight.
I’m about to take a big, exaggerated bow when Mrs. Leeds comes marching toward us. Uh-oh. Our principal does not like it when we’re loud at lunch.
“Ladies,” Mrs. Leeds says in a warning voice.
“Sorry,” we say. I like being the center of attention, but I also like being a good student.
As I’m sitting down again, I spot Mattie Gómez at the dork table and our eyes catch for a split second. Something seems to connect us, like an invisible spiderweb.
CHAPTER 3 Mattie 
Mattie!” I hear someone shout as I follow the other seventh graders to lunch. It’s the boy with the spiky hair. The one who said it’s bad luck to see your doppelgänger.
“I’m in your social studies class. I’m November.”
“That’s your name? November?”
“Exactly. Like the month.” He doesn’t seem embarrassed about his name at all. “You can sit with us if you want,” he continues as we enter the lunchroom. He points at a table near the back where two kids are unpacking their lunch bags. A boy with black hair that hangs over one eye and a tiny girl in pigtails. “That’s Ted. That’s Sunny.”
I survey the landscape, looking for the place where a new kid would fit. At one end of the room, four tables are crowded with boys who pop up and down like prairie dogs. At the other end are a couple tables filled with girls—one of which includes my doppelgänger. Near November’s friends are several more tables half-filled with kids. I feel an ache in my chest as I picture Mai eating lunch with our other friend Sonja instead of me. A wave of homesickness washes over me. I plop my lunch bag next to November and his two companions. Better than sitting alone.