Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
“That was fun, wasn’t it?” I ask as we wind our way through the gates to the exit. Lucas doesn’t answer. “Lucas?” I look down at him. I don’t know my new stepbrother very well, but I do know he should be shouting and excited right now. Instead, his pale skin is even whiter than usual—almost green. He clutches his stomach.
I crouch next to him. He starts to cry. “Are you okay—”
And that’s when half-digested corn dog and ice cream gushes in a torrent onto my shoes. Lucas moans. He tries to bury his face in my lap and then retches again. I fall on the cement with a thud. My stomach bounces. No! This is so disgusting and embarrassing. How did I ever think having a little brother would be a good thing? I just hope no one I know sees me like this.
“Oh, no, you two!” My mom appears just then and rushes toward me, dropping Bob’s hand. Kenny, who holds a gigantic funnel cake, follows. “What happened?” she asks, even though it’s obvious. “I’m sorry, Mattie.”
“Too much of a good thing, Luke?” Bob asks, kneeling next to his crying kid.
I feel like crying, too. But when I look up at my mom, I realize she and Bob are trying not to laugh. She pulls a couple flimsy paper napkins from her purse and hands one to Bob and one to me. I wipe away the warm puke from my jeans, but they’re probably ruined. I watch my mom help Bob clean up this little boy. My mom, being a mother to this stranger. Kenny stands to the side like he’s embarrassed to be seen with us. Which is fair.
Then Lucas scrambles to his feet, wipes his mouth on the clean edge of his T-shirt. He hugs his dad. “I feel a lot better now!” He runs back and forth, twirling in circles as if nothing happened. “That was awesome, Mattie!”
That was about as far from awesome as it could be. A surge of something—anger or frustration or humiliation—swirls from my toes, up my legs, out my arms, and into my fingers. I scramble to my feet and ball the gross napkins. Tears prick my eyes. Kenny shuffles toward me and, without a word, grabs the napkins from my hands and throws the mess in a trash can. I open my mouth to say thanks, but before I can say anything, my mom puts an arm around my shoulder. “I’m so sorry, Mattie-mouse.”
I look around the Boardwalk. I don’t see anyone I recognize from school. This is the first time since we moved to California that I’m glad I don’t know anyone.