Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
We follow the arrow and walk through another set of double doors. Right into a crowd of students.
This crowd isn’t loud like the protesters. They’re quiet and serious. The carpet mutes their hushed voices as they say things like qualitative study and sociocultural evolution and methodological approach.
“Excuse me,” I say, tapping a long-haired girl on the shoulder, “do you know where Frank Gómez’s class is?”
She turns and then pulls out her earbuds. “Can I help you?”
“We’re looking for Frank—Francisco Gómez.”
“His class just ended. I was in it. Great lecture.” She puts one earbud back in.
I tug on her purple Northern Madrone sweatshirt. “But do you know where he is?” I feel desperate. We can’t have missed him again.
“He usually heads out the other way.” She points vaguely and then taps another student on the shoulder. “Hey, Aiden. Did you see which way Professor Gómez went?”
The student stops. “Oh, hi, Kelly.”
“They’re looking for Professor Gómez,” the woman says. “Did you see which way he went?”
Aiden glances at Mattie. “I just talked to him after class and he said he was heading home. If you hurry, maybe you can catch him in the parking lot. He drives a little green Prius,” he says to Kelly.
“That fits him so perfectly,” Kelly says cheerfully. She does not seem to understand that our life’s purpose is about to be ruined.
“The parking lot?” Mattie repeats, looking like someone just threw a bucket of cold water on her. “What’s a Prius?”
I feel twitchy all over. “Let’s go!”
We run again. Out the door, around the Science and Engineering Building, through the eucalyptus grove, past Miss Whitman’s bench. When we reach the parking lot, we watch, panting, as a small car the color of the madrone leaves takes a right. We stand glued to the black asphalt and watch the Prius follow the road through the trees. It shouldn’t have been a surprise that after all the searching and the chasing, the only sight we get of Frank Gómez is the tailpipe of his car.
CHAPTER 33 Mattie 
I sit on the curb and burst into tears. Nothing and no one—not even Mercedes—is going to stop me from crying. Francisco Gómez is gone. Our chance—probably our only chance ever—to meet our father is gone. Disappeared. I think of the lies—stories, as Mercedes called them—I told my mom and the students and the librarian and the security guard. I think of skipping out of the field trip and missing the green Prius. I think of the stolen book weighing against my back. And for what?