Chapters (100)
- Magma
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Reykjavik 2007
- Chlamydia
- Bachelors I
- Vegetarians
- The Ex I
- The Bike
- Willpower I
- Willpower II
- Graduation Party
- His Children
- Hygiene
- Mom
- Ghosts of the Past
- The Ex II
- Girlfriends
- Butthole
- Love
- The Suburbs
- Privilege
- The Game I
- The Game II
- Prevention I
- Non Grata
- Oral Sex
- Plato’s Moon Child
- Vanity I
- Internet Friends I
- Bachelors II
- The Ex III
- The Ex IV
- Ephemera
- Deflowering
- Academia
- Internet Friends II
- Prevention II
- Limits I
- Limits II
- Birthday
- Bad
- Equation
- Vanity II
- Wedding
- He Loves Me
- The Sticking Place
- Blue Balls
- The Ex V
- Woman Warrior
- Words
- Lessons from History
- Cycle
- Love
- Contract
- Household
- Books
- Compromise I
- The Natural Habitat of Vegetarians
- Childhood
- Primitive
- Special Place
- Principles
- Growing Pains
- Treasure Hunt
- Compromise II
- Depression
- Alchemy
- Knowledge
- Disapparation
- Redhead
- Capulet
- Shame
- Kindness
- Hibernation
- Magma
- Mission
- Disappointment
- The Situation
- Out and About
- Appointment I
- Ground Zero
- Appointment II
- Desire
- Cold Slab
- Resolution
- Balance
- Untoward Effects
- Sleeping Beauty
- Optimism
- Drought
- Absence
- Going Down
- Situation
- Appointment III
- Crossroads
- Afterlife
- Cosmogenesis
- Back Cover
Naked from the waist down on the examination table, I was suddenly self-conscious about how long it’d been since I shaved my legs. I hadn’t noticed how hairy they’d gotten until I saw them propped up in front of me. The gynecologist asked me to scoot to the edge of the table. “Now, here comes something cold,” he said as he slid in a metal instrument to spread my vagina. Next, he slipped what looked like a large condom onto a plastic baton that he eased into me. He studied the screen, moved the instrument at different angles, searching. “There we go!” he said. “There it is.” He turned the screen toward me. “See, there—there’s a little heart beating inside you.”
Cosmogenesis
Cosmogenesis
On a dark screen I see a little light blinking rapidly.
Second heart: my way out.
Little heart, thrive, grow, and beat in time with mine.
You are my light out of this darkness.
Back Cover