Back Look
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  56. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  57. What’s next onyour reading list?

“When my great-great-grandfather built this place, he wasn’t thinking about the real estate empire he would go on to create. He wasn’t imagining a great-great-grandson feeling the weight of the family’s name heavy on his shoulders. His concerns were far more immediate: He had a beautiful new wife, and he wanted to build a beautiful place for her to live in.

“And I thought, isn’t that what we’re after, when we build buildings, and take pictures and post them on Flash? Aren’t we just looking for ways to express and capture beauty?

“I thought, I don’t know a better legacy for my family than that. Maybe it won’t last forever, but it will make you feel something while you’re here.

“Upstairs, you’ll be able to see rooms as they’ll be set when guests arrive. But you’ll also be able to walk through the photographs I took in the process of changing this place from a derelict, abandoned site to the gorgeous space you’re enjoying now. In that process, I excavated more than the land: I dug deep into my family’s history and my own aesthetic preoccupations. I wanted to give you a sense of the history of beauty that the Riggs family represents, and hopefully, a peek at the future we’re going to bring you.”

Lulu is one of the first people up the stairs. She feels Cass behind her, but she’s afraid to turn around and look at her. What did Ryan mean by all that?

The hallway is lined in the construction process shots Lulu was expecting: close-ups of rubble and walls tangled in vines. Trucks filled with debris that was emptied out of the pool, and trucks filled with tile for the bathrooms, piles of blue and gold. She starts to breathe easier.

Three, the room whose bathroom she used that first morning, after her night in the tent with Owen, is the one that’s set up as a sample. It’s in there that Lulu sees the first picture of an actual person: Kiley is hung up like art on the wall, captured sitting with her legs dangling into the empty pool, laughing up at the enormous blue sky stretched above her head. Next to her is a shot of Cass in the bathroom, wearing her pajamas, looking at herself in a mirror, caught in the act of brushing her hair. Ryan managed to keep himself out of the frame, so it’s easy to forget that someone took the photograph. It looks like it was always meant to exist.

It makes Lulu’s skin crawl a little bit. Cass was so anxious about her image earlier. She wishes Ryan would have checked with her before he put these up. It’s a beautiful picture, but who knows if Cass will agree.

Lulu glances around for her, but they’ve lost each other in the jostle of the crowd.