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  1. Also by Rosie Nixon
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Aisha
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Aisha
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Lucy
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Aisha
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Lucy
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Aisha
  17. Chapter Seven
  18. Lucy
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Aisha
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Lucy
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Aisha
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Lucy
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Aisha
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Lucy
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Aisha
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Aisha
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Lucy
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Aisha
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Lucy
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Aisha
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Aisha
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Lucy
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Aisha
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Lucy
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Aisha
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Lucy
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Lucy
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Aisha
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Aisha
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Lucy
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Aisha
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Aisha
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Lucy
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Aisha
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Lucy
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Lucy
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Aisha
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Lucy
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Aisha
  81. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  82. Lucy
  83. Chapter Forty
  84. Aisha
  85. Chapter Forty-One
  86. Lucy
  87. Chapter Forty-Two
  88. Aisha
  89. Chapter Forty-Three
  90. Lucy
  91. Chapter Forty-Four
  92. Aisha
  93. Chapter Forty-Five
  94. Aisha
  95. Chapter Forty-Six
  96. Aisha
  97. Chapter Forty-Seven
  98. Lucy
  99. Chapter Forty-Eight
  100. Aisha
  101. Chapter Forty-Nine
  102. Lucy
  103. Chapter Fifty
  104. Aisha
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. About the Publisher

‘That’s brilliant news. And so lucky. How did you tell everyone at work?’

‘Oscar thought the best way would be to gather staff together one Monday morning and tell them the news in a short company meeting, to nip any office gossip in the bud.’

‘Had anyone suspected?’ I asked, thinking this sounded like the storyline from a Netflix drama.

‘Probably! It had to be one of the worst-kept secrets in the company, because no one seemed particularly shocked. It changed my relationship with most of my colleagues, though – I got invited out to lunch less, and I certainly wasn’t as popular on company socials as I once was. They probably thought I might tell Oscar who got pissed on their lunch break and who was the worst at bending their expenses! That’s why I joined this Baby Group: to make some new friends.’

She paused and looked at me. I saw a new vulnerability in Lucy. She seemed in need of validation. After a few seconds, she carried on: ‘But knowing I was having a healthy baby made up for everything. It felt like my greatest wish had been granted. Besides, I’ll be off on maternity leave soon and after that? Who knows.’

‘Do you think you’ll go back to Bright PR?’ I asked.

‘I’m not sure. Maybe I’ll become a stay-at-home mummy, and pursue my dream of writing a cookery book or starting a small business, or perhaps I could become a yoga instructor. I try to practise yoga as often as I can. I feel like the world has finally opened up for me. What about you? Will you keep working?’

‘Well, as a freelancer, it’s hard to stop completely. You worry that “out of sight is out of mind” and the commissions won’t come,’ I said, acutely aware that my life story wasn’t nearly as compelling as hers. ‘But I really love illustrating, so I’ll probably continue, if I can fit it around childcare. So, yes.’

We had both finished our croissants. Lucy dabbed at her plate, picking up the last crumbs with her index finger and putting them into her mouth as we moved onto the topic of baby-friendly days out in London, and the things we wouldn’t miss about work when on maternity leave.

Then Jason texted. He offered to take an extra-long lunch break to take me shopping – a token gesture, but since the breastfeeding class I had become obsessed with buying a bottle steriliser and a breast pump, so I took him up on it.

‘Where are you?’ he asked.

‘Gail’s, with Lucy,’ I replied. He suggested I walk home and he would meet me there shortly.

As I left the café, strolling out into the bright, fresh daylight, I felt buoyed by my chat with Lucy. It felt like we had both really opened up and I was happy to be making a genuine new friend in her. I hoped she and I would get to hang out together again. The fact that she had told me about her illicit relationship with her boss stayed with me. It sounded so thrilling and passionate. I wondered whether I would be capable of such a thing, but doubted it. She was certainly full of surprises.