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Chapters (129)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Acknowledgements
  4. CONTENTS
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Chapter 86
  91. Chapter 87
  92. Chapter 88
  93. Chapter 89
  94. Chapter 90
  95. Chapter 91
  96. Chapter 92
  97. Chapter 93
  98. Chapter 94
  99. Chapter 95
  100. Chapter 96
  101. Chapter 97
  102. Chapter 98
  103. Chapter 99
  104. Chapter 100
  105. Chapter 101
  106. Chapter 102
  107. Chapter 103
  108. Chapter 104
  109. Chapter 105
  110. Chapter 106
  111. Chapter 107
  112. Chapter 108
  113. Chapter 109
  114. Chapter 110
  115. Chapter 111
  116. Chapter 112
  117. Chapter 113
  118. Chapter 114
  119. Chapter 115
  120. Chapter 116
  121. Chapter 117
  122. Chapter 118
  123. Read on for a preview of Carole Matthew's:
  124. Chapter One
  125. Chapter Two
  126. About the author
  127. Getting in touch
  128. Praise for Carole's novels from authors and the media
  129. Also by Carole Matthews

‘Perhaps you shouldn’t get involved in this, Zak. I’d hate to think that it might cost you your job. Jude could get very funny about it.’

Her friend shrugged. ‘It’s a risk I’m prepared to take.’

Lauren sighed. ‘You really are a good friend.’

Zak smiled. ‘I keep telling you that.’

‘Come back to my place for a coffee,’ Lauren said impulsively. ‘I don’t want to be alone.’

‘Only if you have Jaffa Cakes.’

‘We’ll pick some up at the shop at the end of my road on the way.’

‘You certainly know how to please a man,’ her friend joked.

‘If only,’ she said with a sigh.

The night was warm and pleasant, and Zak flagged down a cab straight away. They had the driver stop at the shop near her flat, to pick up the requisite Jaffa Cakes on the way.

Zak followed her up the stairs to her apartment, letting her lean on his arm for support. She fumbled the key from her handbag as he waited beside her.

‘I don’t feel very well,’ she admitted as, eventually, she opened the door.

‘I’ll do the coffee,’ Zak said. ‘Though peppermint tea might be better if you’ve got any.’

‘Putrid stuff,’ Lauren said, and her stomach lurched at the thought of it. ‘Have to go! ’Scuse me.’

She ran for the bathroom and, making the loo just in time, parted with all the champagne and canapés that she’d consumed.

Lauren was kneeling on the floor of the bathroom, her head in the toilet bowl, feeling wretched, when the door opened behind her and Zak was standing there with a glass of water.

‘Thanks,’ she said gratefully as he handed it to her. ‘Go home, please. I can manage. Let me die in peace.’

‘Wouldn’t dream of it,’ Zak said.

‘I don’t want you to see me like this.’

He sat down on the side of the bath. ‘I’m particularly attracted to puking women. I have a fetish for it. Did you know that there’s an entire website dedicated to the art?’

Lauren laughed weakly. ‘I’m sure there is.’ She sipped at the water.

‘Feeling better?’

‘Yes. Much.’ Then she turned to the loo and threw up again.

Zak knelt down beside her to hold back her hair and stroke the small of her back.

When she’d finished, she said weakly, ‘I think I really am dying.’

‘Clean your teeth,’ Zak instructed. ‘Then I’ll tuck you into bed.’

‘You’re so kind to me.’ Tears were fighting their way forwards.

‘Want me to sleep on the sofa tonight?’

She nodded feebly. ‘Please.’

Zak pulled her to his chest and she snuggled against him. ‘Well, girl, you nearly got through that unscathed.’