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Chapters (129)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Acknowledgements
  4. CONTENTS
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Chapter 86
  91. Chapter 87
  92. Chapter 88
  93. Chapter 89
  94. Chapter 90
  95. Chapter 91
  96. Chapter 92
  97. Chapter 93
  98. Chapter 94
  99. Chapter 95
  100. Chapter 96
  101. Chapter 97
  102. Chapter 98
  103. Chapter 99
  104. Chapter 100
  105. Chapter 101
  106. Chapter 102
  107. Chapter 103
  108. Chapter 104
  109. Chapter 105
  110. Chapter 106
  111. Chapter 107
  112. Chapter 108
  113. Chapter 109
  114. Chapter 110
  115. Chapter 111
  116. Chapter 112
  117. Chapter 113
  118. Chapter 114
  119. Chapter 115
  120. Chapter 116
  121. Chapter 117
  122. Chapter 118
  123. Read on for a preview of Carole Matthew's:
  124. Chapter One
  125. Chapter Two
  126. About the author
  127. Getting in touch
  128. Praise for Carole's novels from authors and the media
  129. Also by Carole Matthews

This is all my fault. All my stupid fault. If I hadn’t been so keen to come here in pursuit of Blake Chadwick, then none of this would have happened. My sister will never forgive me for this. I’ll never forgive myself.

I watch as Jude storms after his wife and my sister slumps to the deck. As fast as I can, I scuttle down the last of the rungs. I have to go and comfort Lauren.

‘Lauren!’ I shout. ‘Don’t move – I’m coming.’

And then I’m not sure exactly what happens, but I think the boat swings hard into the dock – maybe even hits against it – and the next thing I know, I’m sailing through the air. My arms are flailing in lots of empty space and I can hear a gasp from the crowd. They’re certainly getting a great deal more entertainment tonight than they bar gained for.

It’s true that your life flashes before you in moments of terror. As I fall, I see Greg and me at our wedding, my kids being born, me and Lauren and Chelsea playing together as kids – even Blake Chadwick gets a flicker. And I realise that, just as I suspected, there’s nothing in there of particular note to take with me to my grave.

A second later and I land heavily on the deck with a heartfelt, ‘Ouff!’

My pineapple costume helps to break my fall – and I never thought that I’d be grateful to be wearing it, but right at this moment I am – but all the wind is knocked out of me and I bang my head. More worryingly, there’s an unhealthy sounding snap from somewhere in my foot. The pain is excruciating.

My vision seems to be all swimmy, but I can still see Lauren bending over me, her face white with anxiety.

‘Annie,’ she says in an urgent way. ‘Annie, stay with me!’

But I don’t think that I do.

Chapter 76

Chapter 76

I wake up in a hospital bed. And I’d like to be able to say that I remember nothing about what happened, but I remember it well. Only too well. I consider pretending that I have amnesia. Believe me, the temptation to blot out the events of this miserable evening is very appealing.

On one side, Lauren is next to me, sans pineapple. That I can cope with. The concerned face of Blake Chadwick on the other is a different matter altogether.

‘Okay?’ he asks, when he sees my eyes open.

Not that you’d notice, but I make a valiant attempt at a nod anyway.

‘God, Annie,’ he says with a sigh of relief. ‘You had us worried there.’

My mouth is dry, my throat closed. I manage to croak out, ‘Where am I?’ Which is a bit clichéd, I know. But, hey, I’m clearly traumatised.