Chapters (129)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Acknowledgements
- CONTENTS
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
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Tears welled in Lauren’s eyes. ‘You heard then?’
Zak stopped and smiled sympathetically at her. ‘You know what office gossip is like.’
‘Only too well.’
‘Plus Jude is stomping around the office like a bear with a sore head and you’re inexplicably not there. It’s not that hard to put two and two together.’
‘He’s left his wife.’
Zak purses his lips. ‘I thought that was the plan.’
‘It’s a long story.’ Lauren hugged herself. Involving a pineapple suit and too much drink, she recalled miserably. ‘I’m trying to stay away from him, Zak, but it’s not easy. He’s ringing me constantly.’
‘Hence the reason you’ve unplugged your phone.’ He strolled over to the phone and plugged it back in. It rang immediately.
‘Shall I answer?’
Lauren shrugged.
Her friend picked up the receiver. ‘Hi, Lauren’s unavailable at the moment.’ He spoke in the style of an answerphone message. An American one. ‘This is Zak, her virtual message-taker. Please speak after the tone.’
He made a tone.
‘You’re a very silly person,’ Lauren said.
Zak turned to her. ‘Whoever it was hung up.’
Straight away, the phone rang again. Zak pulled the plug out of the wall. ‘Now I can see why you did that.’
‘Jude doesn’t want it to end, but I do,’ Lauren said, a mixture of desperation and determination in her voice. ‘I want it to end now. I just pray that I’m strong enough, because right now it really hurts.’
‘Just as well I’m here,’ Zak said chirpily. ‘In addition to nourishing food, I’ve brought you a ghastly tasting herbal tonic to set you on your feet again and a book – Detoxifying Your Relationships. That should help with your emotional pain.’
‘What would I do without you?’
‘I don’t ever want you to find out,’ he said.
‘Friends again?’
‘A friend in need,’ Zak said in a wise manner, ‘is a friend indeed.’
‘Who said something like “a woman can only become a man’s friend in three stages – first an acquaintance, next a mistress and only then a friend”?’
‘I have no idea,’ Zak admitted.
‘It might have been Chekhov.’
‘I loved Star Trek,’ he joked, ‘but I don’t remember Mr Chekov saying that.’
‘I was thinking more of Anton Chekhov,’ she said, ‘rather than the Starship Enterprise.’
‘Ah, then that’s way out of my league,’ Zak said. ‘But I think the concept would work for me.’
She was laughing again. Years and years of crying with Jude and, despite feeling wretched, within minutes Zak was making her giggle. There was probably a wise proverb in that too.
Chapter 84
Chapter 84
Lauren showered, washed her hair, slipped on clean jeans and a T-shirt, pulled back the curtains, opened the windows, stripped the bed, put the vodka bottle back in the cupboard and began to feel human once more.