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Chapters (129)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Acknowledgements
  4. CONTENTS
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Chapter 86
  91. Chapter 87
  92. Chapter 88
  93. Chapter 89
  94. Chapter 90
  95. Chapter 91
  96. Chapter 92
  97. Chapter 93
  98. Chapter 94
  99. Chapter 95
  100. Chapter 96
  101. Chapter 97
  102. Chapter 98
  103. Chapter 99
  104. Chapter 100
  105. Chapter 101
  106. Chapter 102
  107. Chapter 103
  108. Chapter 104
  109. Chapter 105
  110. Chapter 106
  111. Chapter 107
  112. Chapter 108
  113. Chapter 109
  114. Chapter 110
  115. Chapter 111
  116. Chapter 112
  117. Chapter 113
  118. Chapter 114
  119. Chapter 115
  120. Chapter 116
  121. Chapter 117
  122. Chapter 118
  123. Read on for a preview of Carole Matthew's:
  124. Chapter One
  125. Chapter Two
  126. About the author
  127. Getting in touch
  128. Praise for Carole's novels from authors and the media
  129. Also by Carole Matthews

Chapter 18

What had promised to be a lovely, fun evening turned out to be truly terrible. Despite Zak’s warning, or maybe because of it, Lauren had drunk too much and was now maudlin.

Georgia was beautiful, funny, flirty and she had Jude. It wasn’t fair. Life wasn’t fair. She’d done her best, Lauren thought. She’d kept her side of the bargain. She’d never wanted to fall in love with Jude, but he’d been so persuasive. He’d pursued her, not the other way around.

Lauren had watched, tortured, as the couple had circulated round the room, chatting to the various groups of staff, moving ever closer towards her. She’d tried to keep one step ahead of them, but now there was nowhere to run. Jude was in front of her, holding Georgia’s hand. ‘Everything all right, Lauren?’

Nodding, she turned on her brightest smile. ‘Hello, Jude. Georgia.’

Jude’s wife touched her arm gently and Lauren’s skin crawled with shame. ‘It’s lovely to see you again.’

Lauren said nothing, words stuck in her throat.

‘I keep saying to Jude that you’ll have to come over to our house sometime for dinner, with your young man.’

There’s no young man, she wanted to say. Only your husband. That would force Jude’s hand, she thought. What if she said something right now? Brought it all out into the open once and for all?

Then Zak was at her side again. She wondered if Georgia thought that she and Zak were an item. Did she think that he was her ‘young man’? He had been particularly attentive tonight. Telling her stupid jokes to make her laugh. Trying to make her pause between drinks.

She slipped an arm round Zak’s waist and leaned against him flirtily. Jude’s face darkened. ‘That would be nice,’ she said, and her voice sounded considerably more calm than she felt. ‘We must arrange it.’

‘We should circulate, darling,’ Jude said, and tugged at his wife’s hand.

He and Georgia moved on to the next group of people.

‘Come on,’ Zak said close to her ear. ‘Let’s get you out of here.’

‘Just as fast as you can,’ she agreed and they left. Only once did she glance back to see Jude with his arm round his wife, laughing, having fun.

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Lauren’s legs were buckling as they crossed the office and she wasn’t sure that it was all to do with the drink. She held on to Zak.

‘Oops a daisy,’ he said, and hauled her up. She started to giggle when she really wanted to cry.

Behind them, the boardroom door closed and they turned to see Jude striding across the room towards them.

‘Here comes trouble,’ Zak whispered.

‘Are you going home with him?’ Jude hissed under his breath as he got close to them.

‘Yes,’ Lauren answered a bit squiffily.