Chapters (129)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Acknowledgements
- CONTENTS
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
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- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
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‘Excuse me a moment,’ he said to Zak, and then snatched Lauren by the wrist and pulled her across the office and into the men’s toilets. He spun her round and pushed her up against the wall. Lauren was instantly sober.
‘What exactly do you think you’re doing?’ he asked through gritted teeth.
‘Going home.’
‘With him?’
‘Yes,’ she said again. ‘What’s it got to do with you?’
‘How can you do this to me?’
‘You’re here with your wife.’
‘I had no choice,’ Jude protested. ‘It’s not the same.’ His expression was bleak. ‘Don’t go home with Zak.’
Lauren sagged. ‘It’s not what you think,’ she told him. ‘Zak’s a good friend. He can see that I’m distressed.’ She thumped a fist on her lover’s chest, weakly. She was so weary – weary of this party, weary of this relationship, weary of her life. ‘You brought your wife here, Jude, and you didn’t even think to warn me. Why did you do that?’ She pounded on him again, harder this time. ‘Why?’
Jude grabbed her wrist again and held it tightly. ‘I’m sorry,’ he murmured. ‘So sorry. It was thoughtless of me. Stupid. You see, I thought you’d know the score, that you’d cope with it. You always do.’
Now she was crying. ‘I don’t want to cope any more. I can’t cope. I just want to get out of here. Let me go.’
Jude pulled her to him. ‘I love you,’ he said. ‘I’ll make this up to you. We’ll go away – next weekend. Just the two of us. Somewhere wonderful. We’ll stay in bed for two whole days. I’ll organise it all.’ He stroked her hair as she sobbed against his chest. ‘Say you’ll come.’
‘Jude . . .’ She began to protest but already her resolve was weakening.
‘Say you still love me even though I’m a selfish bastard.’ He kissed her face, tenderly. Tiny hot kisses, all over. ‘Say it.’
‘I still love you,’ she said.
‘And I’ll show you just how much I love you as soon as I possibly can. But now, I have to go back to the party before Georgia misses me.’ He kissed her again. ‘Tell me you’re okay.’
‘I’m okay,’ Lauren said. But she wasn’t, she really wasn’t.
‘Wait a minute before you follow me out.’
Lauren nodded. It was back to business as usual.
Jude kissed her again, straightened his jacket and left.
She splashed her face with water and, a moment later, as instructed, she followed him out.
Zak was sitting on a desk waiting patiently for her.
‘Sorry,’ she said. ‘You shouldn’t have had to witness that.’
‘He said he’d kill me if I laid a hand on you.’