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  1. Rose Tremain
  2. CONTENTS
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. Part One
  5. THE RUBY NECKLACE
  6. ONE AFTERNOON AT MRS MORRISSEY’S
  7. THE ANGEL OF THE BATHS
  8. GOLEM
  9. CAPERCAILLIE
  10. RAJAH
  11. A PORTRAIT
  12. ‘THE DESTINY OF THE STOMACH’
  13. ACROBAT
  14. ‘… AND OF HIS KINGDOM THERE SHALL BE NO END.’
  15. ‘EYES WITH WHICH TO SEE’
  16. MICROSCOPE
  17. TUMOUR
  18. VANISHING ANGEL
  19. LEON’S NEW IDEA
  20. WHERE THE RED ANTS LED
  21. VALENTINE REVISITED
  22. BELLE ÉPOQUE
  23. MORGUE
  24. THE RIVER TURNED UPSIDE-DOWN
  25. Part Two
  26. ‘SOMEWHERE QUIET AND SOLITARY’
  27. EBB TIDE
  28. SUDDEN MERRIMENT
  29. AFTER THE RAINS
  30. THE GREAT MISTAKE
  31. HEIRLOOM
  32. MAGIC FROM UNDERGROUND
  33. THE RAINSFORD
  34. MIDNIGHT
  35. COMPLICITY
  36. STRANGER
  37. FORGOTTEN STREETS
  38. DARK AND SHINING COLOURS
  39. Part Three
  40. WOMAN IN WHITE
  41. ‘ONLY SUBMIT’
  42. THE HAND OF THE ENGINEER
  43. CAT’S CRADLE
  44. NO NEARER TO CERTAINTY
  45. ANTE-ROOM
  46. THE TREASURE HOUSE
  47. WHAT TAMINAH KNEW
  48. OUT OF REACH
  49. UNCTION UPON WATER
  50. TABLEAU
  51. ‘BRITISH EMPIRE DOCTORS’
  52. A BOUT OF SINGING
  53. DUTTON & CALDECOTT
  54. ‘SHE WAS COMPLETE’
  55. CITIZENS OF THE WORLD
  56. LEON’S PLAN
  57. LILIES AND BRIARS
  58. ‘SOMETHING OF GREAT WEIGHT’
  59. THE WOODEN HOOP
  60. Part Four
  61. A BARGAIN
  62. QUEEN OF THE ISLANDS
  63. VIGIL
  64. A STATE OF MARVELLOUS DREAMING
  65. A MAN WHO DISLIKED RIDDLES
  66. THE WHITE CLOUD
  67. THE GOOD SHEPHERD
  68. THE MIDDLE CHILD
  69. NEVER BEFORE SEEN IN BATH
  70. A STORY OF GOOD AND EVIL
  71. ‘ONE AND THE SAME’
  72. THE WHITE ROAD
  73. SNOWBERRIES
  74. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

She woke to find Nancy at her bedside, carrying a bowl of broth for her supper, and as she drank this gratefully, feeling it calm her sickness, the two young women began to conjure memories of Emmeline: the way she regarded herself so critically in a looking glass, the way she would be ‘lost’ for hours in her studio, eating and drinking nothing, working on by lamplight and candlelight until she could hardly stand for weariness, the way she doted on ballotine of chicken and champagne, the way she arranged her provocative turbans so precisely on her head, the way she liked to dance, the way her moods could change with the changing of the hours …

‘She was complete,’ Jane found herself saying, not knowing exactly why she’d chosen this word, but knowing only that, for all her early sufferings, Emmeline had embraced her life. She had been the star of her own play. All the songs that had formed in her mind, she had sung.

‘Of course,’ Nancy said, ‘she was often lonely.’

‘I know,’ said Jane.

‘But after you came to stay and she painted your portrait, she said to me, I understand Jane perfectly now. Jane is with me and I won’t be lonely any more.’

‘I’m glad,’ said Jane. ‘This makes me glad.’

Nancy helped Jane to get up and she put on a grey silk robe given to her by Emmeline and she went down to her aunt’s studio. Here, she lit a lamp and sat down on the ottoman, where Jocelyn Hulton had once lain and pleasured himself, watching Emmeline work. Conjuring this image brought the pottery golem back into Jane’s mind and she suddenly felt an urge to see this object again and hold it – the only visible legacy of Emmeline’s lost babies – in her hands.

She found it where it had always been kept, at the back of a cupboard, and she brought the box to the lamplight, opened it and look down at it. She hadn’t remembered it as being so well formed as this, with a sad face which seemed to hold a human gaze. Had she not looked at it closely enough before? Or was it simply that the golem seemed to have greater life now that its maker was dead?

To respect this life, which was what she felt she wanted to do, Jane decided that she should try to mend the cracks in it. She took the lamp and began to search, among Emmeline’s pots of paint, for some glue. When she found it, she selected a fine sable brush from Emmeline’s great jar of brushes and palette knives, and working with infinite care to place just enough glue along the breaks in the body of the golem, imagined that she was a surgeon sewing up wounds, which, in time, would become almost invisible.

That night in her diary, she wrote: ‘At the end of a momentous day, in which I inherited Emmeline’s house and witnessed Valentine Ross attempt to snatch it from me, I rescued the golem. I was standing under the skylight in Emmeline’s studio, where once the rain fell on her pottery wheel.’