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  1. Rose Tremain
  2. CONTENTS
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. Part One
  5. THE RUBY NECKLACE
  6. ONE AFTERNOON AT MRS MORRISSEY’S
  7. THE ANGEL OF THE BATHS
  8. GOLEM
  9. CAPERCAILLIE
  10. RAJAH
  11. A PORTRAIT
  12. ‘THE DESTINY OF THE STOMACH’
  13. ACROBAT
  14. ‘… AND OF HIS KINGDOM THERE SHALL BE NO END.’
  15. ‘EYES WITH WHICH TO SEE’
  16. MICROSCOPE
  17. TUMOUR
  18. VANISHING ANGEL
  19. LEON’S NEW IDEA
  20. WHERE THE RED ANTS LED
  21. VALENTINE REVISITED
  22. BELLE ÉPOQUE
  23. MORGUE
  24. THE RIVER TURNED UPSIDE-DOWN
  25. Part Two
  26. ‘SOMEWHERE QUIET AND SOLITARY’
  27. EBB TIDE
  28. SUDDEN MERRIMENT
  29. AFTER THE RAINS
  30. THE GREAT MISTAKE
  31. HEIRLOOM
  32. MAGIC FROM UNDERGROUND
  33. THE RAINSFORD
  34. MIDNIGHT
  35. COMPLICITY
  36. STRANGER
  37. FORGOTTEN STREETS
  38. DARK AND SHINING COLOURS
  39. Part Three
  40. WOMAN IN WHITE
  41. ‘ONLY SUBMIT’
  42. THE HAND OF THE ENGINEER
  43. CAT’S CRADLE
  44. NO NEARER TO CERTAINTY
  45. ANTE-ROOM
  46. THE TREASURE HOUSE
  47. WHAT TAMINAH KNEW
  48. OUT OF REACH
  49. UNCTION UPON WATER
  50. TABLEAU
  51. ‘BRITISH EMPIRE DOCTORS’
  52. A BOUT OF SINGING
  53. DUTTON & CALDECOTT
  54. ‘SHE WAS COMPLETE’
  55. CITIZENS OF THE WORLD
  56. LEON’S PLAN
  57. LILIES AND BRIARS
  58. ‘SOMETHING OF GREAT WEIGHT’
  59. THE WOODEN HOOP
  60. Part Four
  61. A BARGAIN
  62. QUEEN OF THE ISLANDS
  63. VIGIL
  64. A STATE OF MARVELLOUS DREAMING
  65. A MAN WHO DISLIKED RIDDLES
  66. THE WHITE CLOUD
  67. THE GOOD SHEPHERD
  68. THE MIDDLE CHILD
  69. NEVER BEFORE SEEN IN BATH
  70. A STORY OF GOOD AND EVIL
  71. ‘ONE AND THE SAME’
  72. THE WHITE ROAD
  73. SNOWBERRIES
  74. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘And you give her la langue?’

‘No. Servants are too unwashed. We masturbate each other and I leave. It is very innocent. We barely speak – only the unspoken whisperings of women and their needs. But I believe she loves me. Her name is Ellen.’

‘The world loves you, Julietta! You are the most irresistible being I have ever known.’

‘And I …’ said Julietta, taking Jane’s hand in hers, ‘I do believe I love you more than all the others. If it were not for Marco, I can imagine that I could leave Ashton to live with you, as man and wife, and we could be wild and wicked every night.’

Jane turned away and stared into the fire. The phrase ‘man and wife’ captured in that instant for her a vision of how happy a life with Julietta would make her and reaffirmed that the future she had chosen with Valentine Ross was a mistaken one. She knew now that she loved women, Julietta above all, but perhaps other women, too, if she knew how to ask for that love.

She felt that never in her life had she been more certain of anything: Tall Jane, the Angel of the Baths, was a lover of women and she would always be that. To submit to marriage with Ross would be to plunge them both into a lifetime of misery.

At this moment, Ellen came in with the claret and placed the jug and glasses at Julietta’s elbow. Julietta reached out and touched the maid’s shoulder and said, ‘Ellen, I have been telling Miss Adeane what you and I do sometimes in the night, and she thinks it very touching and sweet.’

A bright blush spread across the girl’s features. She opened her mouth to speak, but could find no words.

This seemed to amuse Julietta and she went on: ‘Miss Adeane understands that this is very normal and innocent behaviour among uninhibited women and nothing to be ashamed of. Men take advantage of their pretty servants all the time and may often hurt them or get them with child. But we do not hurt each other, do we, Ellen?’

‘No, Ma’am,’ said Ellen. ‘Not at all.’

‘And I have never forced you into anything you don’t wish to do?’

‘No, Mrs Sims. For I do wish to do it.’

‘There you are, then. All is well. You may go now.’

Ellen bobbed another curtsey and went out. Jane saw that the blush had spread round to that little bit of her neck just visible beneath her white cap and she found this captivating. The honesty and daring openness with which Julietta lived her life made her gasp; wherever she went, she found and took whatever she needed and refused to feel abashed by any of it. And Jane’s own life, she knew, was not lived like this. It had been a constrained and dedicated life, the life of a virgin spinster, and only too late had she discovered an erotic world, with all its possibilities and joys. She felt, at that moment, that she wanted to howl.