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  1. Rose Tremain
  2. CONTENTS
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. Part One
  5. THE RUBY NECKLACE
  6. ONE AFTERNOON AT MRS MORRISSEY’S
  7. THE ANGEL OF THE BATHS
  8. GOLEM
  9. CAPERCAILLIE
  10. RAJAH
  11. A PORTRAIT
  12. ‘THE DESTINY OF THE STOMACH’
  13. ACROBAT
  14. ‘… AND OF HIS KINGDOM THERE SHALL BE NO END.’
  15. ‘EYES WITH WHICH TO SEE’
  16. MICROSCOPE
  17. TUMOUR
  18. VANISHING ANGEL
  19. LEON’S NEW IDEA
  20. WHERE THE RED ANTS LED
  21. VALENTINE REVISITED
  22. BELLE ÉPOQUE
  23. MORGUE
  24. THE RIVER TURNED UPSIDE-DOWN
  25. Part Two
  26. ‘SOMEWHERE QUIET AND SOLITARY’
  27. EBB TIDE
  28. SUDDEN MERRIMENT
  29. AFTER THE RAINS
  30. THE GREAT MISTAKE
  31. HEIRLOOM
  32. MAGIC FROM UNDERGROUND
  33. THE RAINSFORD
  34. MIDNIGHT
  35. COMPLICITY
  36. STRANGER
  37. FORGOTTEN STREETS
  38. DARK AND SHINING COLOURS
  39. Part Three
  40. WOMAN IN WHITE
  41. ‘ONLY SUBMIT’
  42. THE HAND OF THE ENGINEER
  43. CAT’S CRADLE
  44. NO NEARER TO CERTAINTY
  45. ANTE-ROOM
  46. THE TREASURE HOUSE
  47. WHAT TAMINAH KNEW
  48. OUT OF REACH
  49. UNCTION UPON WATER
  50. TABLEAU
  51. ‘BRITISH EMPIRE DOCTORS’
  52. A BOUT OF SINGING
  53. DUTTON & CALDECOTT
  54. ‘SHE WAS COMPLETE’
  55. CITIZENS OF THE WORLD
  56. LEON’S PLAN
  57. LILIES AND BRIARS
  58. ‘SOMETHING OF GREAT WEIGHT’
  59. THE WOODEN HOOP
  60. Part Four
  61. A BARGAIN
  62. QUEEN OF THE ISLANDS
  63. VIGIL
  64. A STATE OF MARVELLOUS DREAMING
  65. A MAN WHO DISLIKED RIDDLES
  66. THE WHITE CLOUD
  67. THE GOOD SHEPHERD
  68. THE MIDDLE CHILD
  69. NEVER BEFORE SEEN IN BATH
  70. A STORY OF GOOD AND EVIL
  71. ‘ONE AND THE SAME’
  72. THE WHITE ROAD
  73. SNOWBERRIES
  74. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Yet he found himself on his knees. He grasped Jane’s hand. Part of him knew that he looked ridiculous, but it all had to be done and said now, all his pent-up love and passion had to be laid before her.

‘Jane!’ he cried out. ‘I have tried and tried to cast you out of my mind. I’ve done everything a man could do. But I’ve failed. You haunt me every moment of my life.’

‘Doctor Ross …’

‘Don’t speak! Please! Let me say what I have to say. I want to marry you. If you won’t have me, then I will leave England and never come back, but I have to ask you one last time, will you be my wife?’

He was looking up at Jane, but could not read her thoughts. It seemed to him that there was a flicker of a smile on her mouth and he couldn’t bear the sight of this mocking smile, so he lowered his head and buried his face in her lap. He knew this was beyond all modesty, but he didn’t care. He understood that his whole future rested upon this moment.

To his shame, he realised that he was on the verge of weeping, that he wanted to claw at Jane’s body, as a sorrowing child sometimes claws at his mother. And he couldn’t suppress the sob that now came straight from his heart, the cry of an animal in pain, but the next thing that he felt was the touch of Jane’s hand on his neck and she began stroking his hair. Then, she raised him up and held him close to her, face to face, looking into his hard blue eyes.

‘Perhaps, after all, it is very simple,’ she said. ‘I will marry you and we will do what everybody does; we will strive to be happy.’

What followed next was not what would have followed with any other well-brought-up young woman except – at that moment in time – with Jane Adeane.

She kissed Ross and he found that her kiss was searching and brazen and deep. She kissed him again and told him that she thought it strange in society how men and women bound themselves in lifelong marriage without first finding out if they were compatible in bed. And he took this for the invitation it appeared to be. The supper and wine were forgotten. They went hand in hand to his bedroom.

Jane took off all her finery, loosened her hair from its satin ribbons and lay down naked on his narrow bed, caressing her own body as provocatively as any whore while she waited for him to join her, as if to display to him that, for all her extravagant height and strength, she was ready to surrender to him.

The sight of this, so long imagined, was as extraordinary, as full of wonder to Ross as the sight of a sunrise to one who has been held captive in darkness for long and frozen years.