Chapters (43)
- Cover
- Note to the Reader
- Acknowledgments
- Dedication
- Still Life
- Hum of the Machine God
- Athazagoraphobia: Fear of Being Ignored
- How to Disappear Completely
- Man Matching Description
- The Sky, Now Black with Birds
- Looks Like a Boy
- A Detroit Hum Ending with Bones
- On Metal
- Masticated Light
- On Gentleness
- Chionophobia: Fear of Snow
- The Boy Who Bathes the Dead
- Thalassophobia: Fear of the Sea
- Coming Back for You
- Hum of the Machinist’s Lover
- Hum for the Hammer
- Neat
- How to Get Your Gun Safely Out of Your Mouth
- And Even the Living Are Lost
- Aichmophobia: Fear of Needles
- I Do Have a Seam
- Triage
- The Man Who Paints Mountains and Helicopters
- Hum for the Stone
- The Girl Who Builds Rockets from Bricks
- Mechanophobia: Fear of Machines
- Pomegranate Means Grenade
- The God Engine
- Paper Frog on Spring
- Thinking Like a Split Melon
- If They Hand Your Remains to Your Sister in a Chinese Takeout Box
- Paper Crane on Letting Go
- Hum for the Bolt
- Paper Tiger to Wind
- Macrophobia: Fear of Waiting
- The Hum of Zug Island
- Ask What I’ve Been
- About the Author
Didn’t a poet say cracks are how light gets in everything?
I’m probably mixing that up.
But this is how I think. Give me a box,
and I’ll fill it with dirt
or fill it with water
or fill it with both
and trouble that mire
with whatever stick I happen to find.
If They Hand Your Remains to Your Sister in a Chinese Takeout Box
If They Hand Your Remains to Your Sister in a Chinese Takeout Box
If an urn won’t do because ceramics
are not biodegradable and you need your ashes
buried in the plot next to your estranged wife
where you can help her feed the worms,
nurture soil, and lift trees into the sky—
If your obit is scrawled on notebook paper,
ripped out and photocopied,
rigid edges and all, and lines still show up
faint like soap scum collected
on a mirror above the motel sink
you were found slumped beneath—
If they hand your remains to your sister
in a Chinese takeout box, give thanks
for the giggling of your niece and give thanks
for this moment when, after tearing
a liquor-stenched wound down the middle
of this family, it for once won’t be mentioned
as they gather. Take solace that the plastic bag
carrying you to the cemetery will,
instead of joining you underground,
spend decades holding hands with a breeze
wandering around some landfill somewhere
repeating in bold red font,
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
Paper Crane on Letting Go
Paper Crane on Letting Go
Your friendship with wind
may be the difference
between playing with fire
and teaching it to dance
like chiffon
your hair blown wild.
You learn to recognize the sound
but can’t describe the rustle
of your deciduous head.
Pull the past behind you
like a silk kite
and the secrets of flight and nest
will escape you
even as fall sheds along the lawn
and you calculate
the leaves’ volume
from a window.
Measure the value of seeds
carried earth to earth
in your pockets
their weight and shape
the lives of lives
you bury everywhere
and viceroys will whisper
the myth of you
to cocoons
and the smallest of us.
I haven’t counted
the universes
that collapse when you sneeze
verses that flitter
when you open your mouth
but your lightning-strike laughter splits
the sky when you do
and I know your generosity
will be rewarded by the breeze
that tugs at your kite
the breeze that knows
you will relent.
Hum for the Bolt
Hum for the Bolt
It could of course be silk. Fifty yards or so
of the next closest thing to water-to-the-touch,
or it could just as easily be a shaft of wood
crumpling a man struck between spaulder and helm.
But now, with the rain making a noisy erasure
of this town, it is the flash that arrives