Chapters (43)
- Cover
- Note to the Reader
- Acknowledgments
- Dedication
- Still Life
- Hum of the Machine God
- Athazagoraphobia: Fear of Being Ignored
- How to Disappear Completely
- Man Matching Description
- The Sky, Now Black with Birds
- Looks Like a Boy
- A Detroit Hum Ending with Bones
- On Metal
- Masticated Light
- On Gentleness
- Chionophobia: Fear of Snow
- The Boy Who Bathes the Dead
- Thalassophobia: Fear of the Sea
- Coming Back for You
- Hum of the Machinist’s Lover
- Hum for the Hammer
- Neat
- How to Get Your Gun Safely Out of Your Mouth
- And Even the Living Are Lost
- Aichmophobia: Fear of Needles
- I Do Have a Seam
- Triage
- The Man Who Paints Mountains and Helicopters
- Hum for the Stone
- The Girl Who Builds Rockets from Bricks
- Mechanophobia: Fear of Machines
- Pomegranate Means Grenade
- The God Engine
- Paper Frog on Spring
- Thinking Like a Split Melon
- If They Hand Your Remains to Your Sister in a Chinese Takeout Box
- Paper Crane on Letting Go
- Hum for the Bolt
- Paper Tiger to Wind
- Macrophobia: Fear of Waiting
- The Hum of Zug Island
- Ask What I’ve Been
- About the Author
Rainwater spills from a gas can
down between bricks, the girl
begins her countdown
without thinking of a destination.
Mechanophobia: Fear of Machines
Mechanophobia
Fear of Machines
There is no work left for a husk.
Automated welders like us,
your line replacements, can’t expect
sympathy after our once bright
arms of cable rust over. So come
collect us for scrap, grind us up
in the mouth of one of us.
Let your hand pry at the access
panel with the edge of a knife
silencing the motor and thrum.
Come rummage through our guts
among fistfuls of wire, clutch,
pull until the LEDs go dark.
Our insides may be the jagged
gears of clocks you don’t realize
function until your blade gets stuck.
The current that sparks, scrambles up
fingertips, hurrying to your heart
will not come as a hot, ragged
light—you won’t notice when it arrives.
There is always a way to touch
the core inside and disrupt
the flow of electric pulses.
Whether the plexus leaks or bleeds,
it can be bled of its vim.
You fear the chassis that was struck
by lightning can’t be wholly crushed.
You should. Fear radios left in scrap
yards still twitching with the circuit
and hum of our mechanical hymn.
Pomegranate Means Grenade
Pomegranate Means Grenade
The heart trembles like a herd of horses. —Jontae McCrory, age 11
Hold a pomegranate in your palm.
Imagine ways to split it. Think of the breaking
skin as shrapnel. Remember granada
means pomegranate and granada
means grenade because grenade
takes its name from the fruit;
identify war by what it takes away
from fecund orchards. Jontae,
these are the arms they will fear from you.
There will always be at least one like you:
a child who gets the picked-over box
with mostly black crayons. One who wonders
what beautiful has to do with beauty as he darkens
a sun in the corner of every page,
constructs a house from ashen lines,
sketches stick figures lying face down—
I know how often red is the only color
left to reach for. I fear for you.
My heart trembles like a herd of horses.
You are writing a stampede into my chest.
This is the same thumping anxiety that shudders
me when I push past marines in high school
hallways, moments after their video footage
of young men dropping from helicopters
in night vision goggles. I want you to see
in the dark without covering your face,
carry verse as countermeasure to recruitment videos,
and remember the cranes buried inside poems
that hung in Tiananmen Square—
remember because Huang Xiang was exiled
for these, exiled for this, the calligraphy of revolt.
You stand nameless in front of a tank against
those who would rather see you pull a pin
from a grenade than pull a pen
from your backpack. Jontae,
they are afraid.
The God Engine
The God Engine
When I find a dead frog in the freezer,