Back Grime
Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

When she arrives home to her flat at night, which she opens with a chip. She eats some random instant meal and stands on her terrace for a little while. She has made it to the top. Well, Karen thinks that sometimes and feels as if she’s in a movie where the star makes it to the top.

Karen’s world consists of setting up experiments.

For instance an experiment to find out whether some kind of familial relationship can be created when the only connecting factors are rage, grime music, origin, and hate for the system.

Unfortunately

Not.

Karen sits at the kitchen table, she no longer knows the person she must have been before. What did she talk about with those people? For instance with

DON

Who has become even more sturdy. Hood pulled down over her face, gaze directed into her glasses, which are connected to the internet.

She doesn’t know what she should talk about with the others. The stove doesn’t work anymore. The teapot has disappeared. They sit at the table without tea or anything else that connects them, aside from the past. Just look at Karen. With her nerd glasses, pantsuit, and the frantic looks. Probably thinking about some formula.

Everyone at the table seems to be lost in thought. And that is incredible. The fact that after an amount of time that at her age seems an eternity Don is meeting up with those who are supposed to know her best. And then not to know what to say, for fuck’s sake. These were the most important people in her life. Closer than the girlfriend Don has had for a while and with whom she sleeps and watches movies and whose sweat she wipes away when she’s sick. In the last three years Don had not even wished to see any of the other three. Until the message came yesterday. There just hadn’t been any contact. No animus. There was just too much going on. Like growing up. Something always hurt, there was always something to do—search for a flat and register for the basic income and find a girlfriend and work out. For Iron Man competitions, which are still called Iron Man. And it’ll never be called Iron Person, as barring women is being discussed. Women are being barred from lots of things. Football and martial arts. Not healthy for a woman. Their lower bodies, you know the story. It’s sacred and all that. Removing the fruit of the loins gets you twenty years of hard time. Most people don’t care. People stopped caring about almost anything. Have stopped. They’ve traded the outrage and feeling of powerlessness that used to make them so angry for contentment. Not a bad deal. Don has a smart hand. The rash back then

Had become too infected.