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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

Doesn’t give a shit. That it’s dark. This life has never been a situation that has to do with the delighted experience of light or warmth or happiness. She’s not present in this existence. One could call it a vegetative state, or instinctive breathing. Not present. It is never warm enough.

And

DON

Is freezing. She had fallen asleep briefly and woke up again with a cold pizza on her face and had watched with half-closed eyes as the hackers took over control of the apartment of Peter’s mother. She wants. To be away. And sees herself.

From above,

One hundred thousand kilometers away. The earth floats in the so-called Milky Way. Named for: a chocolate bar made of palm oil and sugar. Don only takes the night flight. Piloting the earth by day means too much information. Spotting the continents and visualizing all the rubbish that goes with them. Is there no alternative? Mars, for instance; you could hunker down with Elon Musk there and listen to him moaning because he didn’t manage to pull off the whole immortality thing. “Yes, pink man, you’re getting old,” she would say. “And nobody will remember you.” “But I built cars. Look.” He would say. Men stand in front of the cars being built. Men in suits, with ties to hang themselves by, stand and shake each other’s hands; they’re the chairmen or CEOs, and they’ve just scuttled something again, or forgotten that you shouldn’t eat pesticide. Wonderful earth, the undulant forests, the luscious wetlands, and there was so much good, as well. So many amiable people, who stumble around helplessly in their humanity, who would really like things to be nice, comfortable, peaceful, until something else happens. That riles them up terribly. The poor people.

Says

EX 2279

Heartwarmingly. We must save them. From themselves.

++++++++++[>+>+++>+++++++>++++++++++<<<<-]>>>>+++++++++++++++++++.——————.—————.++++++++++++++++++.+++.<—.>—.—-.

HANNAH

And Peter watched the magic seconds of Thome’s life from a café. A light rain is falling. Perhaps it just looks that way. And Peter has been stirring his tea for hours at this point. Somebody outside has just died, and there’s nothing satisfying to show for it. There’s just horror, you don’t want to see death up so close, not know so explicitly what people are made of and how quickly they dissolve. And the tea is cold. And Hannah is sad. Why does she always think Peter’s kisses are too wet and his hands too moist? It was so nice, being in love, and now it’s fading, and Hannah doesn’t know why. Why did Peter the childhood friend suddenly become Peter who seemed to float in the air, and why is he now coming back to earth, seeming like a stranger, she has no idea.