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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

THOME

The orphan. With a beautiful villa, and now he stands on the corner, just fifty meters divide him from his beloved office. He looks at the building into which he will disappear in a moment, to.

Thome shall never manage to finish this thought. On the entire exterior surface of his office building, which can also be used as an LED screen, which particularly at Christmas time elicits much enthusiasm from the populace, somewhat blurry images are being projected. Thome slows his pace. He recognizes: himself.

While killing his stepmother. He sees himself having a wank in front of Peter. He sees himself having a wank with other men in front of an underage girl. Passersby stop, bump into each other. What kind of advert is that, they seem to ask themselves; traffic grinds to a halt. In slow motion, the moment of his stepmother’s death. Thome stands, frozen. The light is still green. The light for vehicles is also green. Dodgy IT system. Thome stands in the street. He opens his rucksack and pulls out a switchblade knife that he carries in order to prepare his afternoon fruit plate.

Thome. Often wanted to kill himself. In theory. In practice what always caused it to be aborted was that he paused to think for just a few seconds too long, and then his will to live kicked in and the deal was done. Now Thome doesn’t think. Impulse, action. Over. With a slash he cuts open his throat. An electric transporter catches the rest. Thome’s skull bangs into the pillar of a lamppost—ha ha, a lamppost, you know. Thome has the moment that will change everything behind him.

“It’s good that everything changes,”

Says Ben to

DON

Who has stopped off at the Friends’ place before she returns to the factory hall. It’ll be a goodbye, if you wish to assign any significance to the packed crates. Don sits on the sofa, she considers what she should say to the others. “Hello, I’m back, I simply couldn’t stomach Hannah and Peter.” Or: “Hello, I’m back, I wanted to grind straight through a few things at the library.” Don looks at the Friends, yet another change, yet another case of people she has become accustomed to disappearing from her life in some way.