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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

Will soon be nine. There won’t be any birthday cake. The children, at the moment there are thirteen, who live on a floor of the enchanting building in the choicest location on the park, cannot see out the window. Passersby could take notice. Drones could take films. The windows are for this understandable reason two-thirds frosted glass. One third is clear. Way high up. Unreachable by the children. Only by lying down can they sometimes look up and see the sky. Every last inch of the flat is monitored by video camera. Little blinking red lights and microphones all over the place. One doesn’t know. One doesn’t know what to do with all these goddamn child soldiers here. Because—there’s not much for the eight-year-old prostitute to do anymore. As with all the child soldiers. It’s become calm in recent weeks. It doesn’t matter to the eight-year-old prostitute. She lies on the floor, looks at the thin slice of sky and has no idea how a life can be provided that doesn’t take place here in this prison. Like all of them here. Their stories are similar, they’re so boring, the stories of their lives, and they all have to do with a lack of affection. With parents who for various reasons were too busy with their own survival or who just hadn’t survived. The previous year someone had gone to the trouble to count the number of homeless children in the country. And how exactly do you count homeless children, by waking them in the middle of the night in their gutters and then, once they’re statistically registered, clapping them on the shoulder with a back-to-sleep-you-little-rascal? It ended up being several hundred thousand, nearly a million, but who knows. Maybe they all looked very similar to each other, crusted in filth. A little boy, Ben, had for a moment been the darling of the press and an inspired public. He was five, homeless, and had the advantage of being blond and charming. Ben was unbelievably photogenic, the way he sat there with his blue eyes radiating out of the muck. He had dimples. He had fucking dimples. And after the big SAVE BEN campaign had found kindhearted, rich foster parents for him, who were primarily interested in publicity and attention for their laundry service, they subsequently barely spoke to little Ben. In his cellar room.