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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

Now I’ll make this face again with a protruding jaw, the bones of an emperor. “So. Right. What am I doing here? Eh? Right. Nothing less than the complete restructuring of all societal processes. The abolishment of the current social order. Democracy, which was always just a pacifying term to prevent uprisings and so forth. An explosion has taken place, now the old ruins will be turned over and smashed again. And then left to sit. Two percent of my company’s employees are women. Mostly in communications. Each according to their abilities. The share of Black workers is one percent. Black women employees? Well, I’ve made an effort. I’ve tried, but you can’t force things. If a certain subset of the populace rejects taking part in the shaping of the world and instead would prefer to devote itself to dance projects—please, go right ahead! The old world was engineered one hundred percent by men. The new world, the shaping of the world reloaded, is ninety-nine percent due to men. We finally have the chance to reproduce ourselves with artificial intelligence.”

Thome glances at Peter.

PETER

Looks past Thome at the sky. His skin is too tight, his chest is too tight, the world is too tight. He would like to have been a dog. Then he would run across a field until he fell over, panting. Then he’d like to mate in that noncommittal dog way. From behind without eye contact. Peter thinks a lot about sex now, and it embarrasses him to think about it, because he has no idea how it is supposed to work. With that feeling when somebody touches him, that is, as if the body part that is touched freezes. Peter wants to fly or scream, he wants to grow out of himself and change the world, but he knows that he doesn’t understand even 1 percent of what the world is about. No clue why volcanoes spew lava, why rockets fly, how a computer works. He doesn’t even know what people want. What the hell do they want? Peter is no longer curious about what is waiting for him in the world, he doesn’t want to find out, doesn’t want to know whether animals give themselves names, he doesn’t even want to look at any more animals, which until recently, before he became so absurdly grown-up, had been his closest friends. Animals had always given him a sense that things weren’t so bad, neither life nor England.

Outside the window, a drone.

“You see,”

THOME

Points out the window. You see—

There you see the

THE PROGRAMMER

He stands at the window, the programmer, in the psychometrics department. Or some other department. It doesn’t matter.