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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

Along behind Peter. Nobody sees her. She is the one witnesses will not remember. “Um, yeah, there was a, um, person,” they’ll say. Don hasn’t grown, except in breadth. She has put on muscle mass and is darker thanks to her time outside the hall, where she installed a pipe from the stream into the building because Karen had strictly forbidden the use of the water from the tap, worked in the field, fed the animals they’ve stolen from farms. The things you do in an assisted-living facility as a teenager in need of socialization.

The invisibility that comes with walking near Peter is what Don’s accustomed to anyway. She’s never looked at by others with a surge of interest. And has always assumed that she must do something extraordinary in order to be observed with such attention. The muscles she had built up were great, but she was still just a not very big almost-still-a-child with muscles. There had to be another field in which Don could distinguish herself. The thing that scares her when she’s half asleep. When she wonders why she is on earth and what talent she has, she gets anxious. There must be something. Something big. But—nothing wants to express itself in Don. She’s not as clever as Karen or as pretty as Hannah, not as otherworldly as Peter. Just as mountains don’t grow more than ten kilometers because the tops erode and the rock at the base liquefies from the pressure, Don will also never grow larger, in every sense. She is average. And it’s maddening. The fact that she’ll never be seen. Just as an example: by Hannah. Whenever her name enters Don’s mind she looks around nervously, checking that nobody can read her thoughts. Don walks in Peter’s shadow.

On the giant screen: a doctor with a smashed head. Close-up of the smashed-up bits. Close-up of a resident: “He was a courteous, understated man.” A doctor. Not true. Close-up of the police spokesperson, a woman with a blonde helmet of hair who looks like a governess. “We are proceeding on the assumption that the perpetrators are from a social housing block in Tower Hamlets and that the probable motivation for this barbarous act is hatred of the elite.”—

And so on.

The outrage of good citizens, anxious citizens, decent citizens toward society’s parasites grows.

They’re excited,

THE FRIENDS

In order to prove the dangers that come with the pleasure of automated driving, they’ve hacked the steering system of a blue, self-driving tour bus. It was relatively easy, and now they watch via surveillance cameras as the bus drives across Tower Bridge, swerves, and plunges elegantly into the Thames.

Shame

Thinks

PETER

He would like with people. For instance: to talk. And give his words emphasis with hand gestures. He would

Really like to be

Impulsive. But.