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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Devlin on the turntable. In an endless loop the next day. Cold turkey—no news upon waking up, no looking at photos on social media to kill time, no weather report, no searching the name of some idiot, and no music. No. New music. It’s as if the days are suddenly too long. Don starts to hug trees outside. But there are no trees. The withdrawal drives Hannah to reflexively look at her hand as if it were holding a phone, and then to bite her hand. Karen stares with wide eyes at the ceiling and scratches herself now and then, and Peter rocks back and forth. The devices were home, brain, confidence, and a life purpose. Had been. Now there’s nothing. Don distributes small doses of heroin (Victoria station) during the first few days in order to keep the group calm.

After a week

HANNAH

Tries

To find peace by taking walks. She’s grown recently and now constantly stumbles over her limbs, the length of which she hasn’t gotten used to yet.

Taking walks is completely useless if it isn’t connected to looking at shopwindows. If it isn’t connected to the acquisition of products. Such an obsolete activity is unimaginable. Long gone are the times when families had Sundays off and traipsed through various forests with the goal of reaching some gastronomic establishment to consume drinks or pieces of cake with other families or individuals, happy that something has happened other than being with oneself and the trees. For modern families there were no Sundays anymore that would allow time for such useless undertakings. You always had to work. Either in the service branch or in preparation for a fulfilling Monday of work. The only people with time for taking walks are the unemployed.

The unemployed.

The unemployed are the rejects of the ant colonies—ants again, isn’t there any other metaphor? No, what would ants do with ants who sat around the house and smoked and scratched their balls all the livelong day. Unemployment isn’t really intended in human life, unless you’re part of the upper class, and then you have to represent. Represent the upper class. The value and tradition. Be a role model for working people of how stupid you can look while idle. Which inevitably leads to golf or alcoholism.

Speaking of which, thinks Hannah, the history of humankind is a succession of contempt, degradation, and cruelty. The easiest to hate are animals. Animals, say humans, have no feelings and are dumb, they’re things. Animals will be eaten.