Chapters (123)
- Title
- Author’s Note
- FROM THE PERVY HEART OF THE AUTHOR
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- MAC
- 1. A Front Yard Steroid Scandal
- A FRONT YARD STEROID SCANDAL
- HOLLYWOOD
- 2. Welcome Home, Noodle Arms
- WELCOME HOME, NOODLE ARMS
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- 3. Run With Scissors, Douche
- RUN WITH SCISSORS, DOUCHE
- HOLLYWOOD
- 4. Selfless Waffle Consumption
- SELFLESS WAFFLE CONSUMPTION
- HOLLYWOOD
- 5. All You Can Smell at the Olfactory Barbecue
- ALL YOU CAN SMELL AT THE OLFACTORY BARBECUE
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- 6. Laughter. Comradery. Happiness. Cheese
- LAUGHTER. COMRADERY. HAPPINESS. CHEESE
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- 7. Mrs. Butterworth, Still a Syrup Slut
- MRS. BUTTERWORTH, STILL A SYRUP SLUT
- HOLLYWOOD
- 8. Pickles, Bears, Blowtorch Redecorating
- PICKLES, BEARS, BLOWTORCH REDECORATING
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- 9. True Crime, Cauliflower Edition
- TRUE CRIME, CAULIFLOWER EDITION
- HOLLYWOOD
- 10. Payback is a Bitch… Or a Steak
- PAYBACK IS A BITCH… OR A STEAK
- MAC
- 11. Serial Killers Prefer Poached Eggs
- SERIAL KILLERS PREFER POACHED EGGS
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- 12. Sorry About All the Sorries
- SORRY ABOUT ALL THE SORRIES
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- 13. Beep
- BEEP
- MAC
- 14. Finally
- FINALLY
- MAC
- 15. Whatever You Say
- WHATEVER YOU SAY
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- 16. Never Underestimate the Power of Snacks
- NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF SNACKS
- HOLLYWOOD
- 17. Gimme a Hand, Neighbor
- GIMME A HAND, NEIGHBOR
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- 18. Teddy Bears Are Always Watching
- TEDDY BEARS ARE ALWAYS WATCHING
- MAC
- 19. Did You Try Turning Her Off and Back On Again
- DID YOU TRY TURNING HER OFF AND BACK ON AGAIN
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- 20. Tasteful Boobies
- TASTEFUL BOOBIES
- MAC
- 21. Some More Light Kidnapping
- SOME MORE LIGHT KIDNAPPING
- HOLLYWOOD
- 22. Best Wakeup Call
- BEST WAKEUP CALL
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- 23. 90s Nostalgia Snack
- 90S NOSTALGIA SNACK
- HOLLYWOOD
- 24. No One Does Honest Like a Kid
- NO ONE DOES HONEST LIKE A KID
- HOLLYWOOD
- 25. Karma Likes to Run
- KARMA LIKES TO RUN
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- 26. Haunted
- HAUNTED
- HOLLYWOOD
- 27. Fuck the Bad Days Away
- FUCK THE BAD DAYS AWAY
- MAC
- 28. Good Dates Include Leather and Head
- GOOD DATES INCLUDE LEATHER AND HEAD
- HOLLYWOOD
- 29. Fantasies Can Come True
- FANTASIES CAN COME TRUE
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- 30. A Little Casual Attempted Murder
- A LITTLE CASUAL ATTEMPTED MURDER
- HOLLYWOOD
- 31. Beep Part Two
- BEEP PART TWO
- MAC
- 32. Time for Hope
- TIME FOR HOPE
- MAC
- 33. Knights on Chrome and Steel
- KNIGHTS ON CHROME AND STEEL
- MAC
- 34. Strong
- STRONG
- HOLLYWOOD
- 35. Pushing Buttons
- PUSHING BUTTONS
- HOLLYWOOD
- EPILOGUE
- MAC
- HYDE AND SEEK
- CHAPTER ONE
- CONNECT WITH LAYLA FROST
- TITLES BY LAYLA FROST
- THE DILLON SISTERS
- THE FOUR
- THE HYDE SERIES
- COURT OF MAYHEM
- STANDALONES
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
With an angry snarl, Eddie tackled me down and straddled me before I even knew what’d happened. He wasn’t putting all his weight on my stomach, but that was only because he needed the leverage to wrap his hands around my throat.
I clawed and scratched and tried to buck him off me without hurting my baby, but he stayed firm. Squeezing just hard enough to reduce my breaths but not hard enough to completely cut them off.
Torturing me with the sensation of never quite being able to fill my lungs.
“I’m not touching that thing,” he said coldly. “I went through all the work of switching out your pill packs because I thought it would fix you. I was wrong. My child won’t have a cheating whore for a mother. When you die, the last thing you’ll do on this earth is take it with you.”
I wanted to say I was brave.
I wanted to say that, for my baby, I developed superstrength and threw Eddie off me.
I wanted to say I did something. Anything.
But I didn’t.
I froze.
I didn’t know what to do. How to save Squish.
Pure panic, paired with Eddie suppressing my airflow, stole the little oxygen I was getting. My vision began to tunnel. My extremities tingled and numbed.
I was dying.
Fading out.
I couldn’t allow it to happen. I’d almost let Squish down before by staying with Eddie as long as I had. I should’ve left him long before I’d gotten pregnant. I should’ve left him the day I’d found out.
I couldn’t let my daughter down again.
I needed to do something. Be strong.
There was a faint rumble, like thunder in the distance. The noise grew louder.
And Eddie’s grip grew tighter.
“Camera,” I forced out. It took all my effort to lift my heavy limb, but I shoved the watch in his face. “Recording everything to the cloud.”
He reared back, his hold loosening enough that I could gasp in greedy breaths.
It hurt to talk, but I did it anyway. “Right now, there’s just assault. But if you kill me or Squish or any of them, there will be proof, and it’ll be released.”
“I don’t believe you, you lying bitch.”
I pointed out the tiny lens.
He hovered over me, his eyes going wide. The motorcycles grew louder.
“Even if I’m lying, is it worth the risk? Am I worth the risk?”
Hatred filled his face, and I thought he was going to kill me anyway. Recording or not, I thought he was about to pull out his gun and get it over with.
But his time was almost up. The roar of the motorcycles was close.
Knights riding in on chrome and steel.