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Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

A few minutes ago, my entire plan was not to speak to Keller. Break up with Noah, because what happened last night shows we shouldn’t be together in the first place—I feel nothing like that for him—but avoid Keller, because he’s playing in a whole different field than me. We’re not even playing the same ball game, and he’s pro, I’m kiddie league. I can’t handle him. But this is another story. I will pray and beg and prostrate myself in front of anyone I can to keep this from happening. This is my entire future.

“That’s it, Claire, just breathe. We’ll manage. I can vouch for you—I was there the whole time. We’ll make sure this doesn’t stick.” She talks slowly, softly, like she would to a wounded animal.

I don’t know why, but it works. Slowly, I manage to breathe normally, and even stop the tears.

“Okay. Okay, yes, we can—I can.”

God, I don’t have Keller’s number. Yesterday, he wanted a kiss for mine. Today, I’d do just about anything for his.

“Do you know Keller’s number?”

“No, but Cross probably does. I’m going to call him, okay?” she asks gently.

I feel myself nod.

“It’s all going to work out,” Lily assures me before standing and stepping out, phone in hand.

I watch her walk away, still a little numb.

All of a sudden, there’s a large pink and white sundae in front of me. A pretty blonde smiles at me awkwardly. “On the house. You look like you need it.”

I glance at her name tag. “Thank you, Penelope.”

“Don’t sweat it. I’ve had more than my fair share of days crying into my pancakes. It’s a rough town.”

Except it isn’t. I’ve been in Thorn Falls for less than a week, and everything seems to be quiet, peaceful, beautiful, well maintained…but I see what she means now.

It’s a rough town for people like me; like us. Working class who can’t just snap their fingers and get what they want. There are rules here, and flouting them reaps a swift punishment.

I didn’t really believe Lily was serious when she warned me yesterday or this morning. I know better this afternoon. Let’s just hope it’s not too late to fix it. I can’t afford to ruin my future over my pride, or my notions of right and wrong. They don’t matter here.

I make myself eat my sundae, mostly for something to do, and halfway through, I finally notice it’s delicious.

Lily comes back, her lips tight, and entire body tense, and my heart drops.

It didn’t go well.

“I take it there’s nothing Cross could do.”

“What?” She looks up at me, frowning. “No, no. You have a meeting with the board at six.”