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  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“Friends do things for each other. There’s a degree of loyalty with that sort of relationship. With acquaintances, it’s all about give and take. I can’t take much from you,” he tells Lily. “So, we’ll have to be friends instead.”

“How about me?” I question.

He was looking specifically at Lily, and excluding me. Not anymore.

My heart skips a beat in the seconds when he turns those blue eyes back to mine, assessing and probing. “I haven’t quite decided, little ghost.”

He says it like he’s kidding, but those eyes? There’s no humor in them. Just cold, unadulterated focus.

He smiles. Lily laughs.

I take a big sip of my cocktail and look away.

I don’t like this. It’s not right. We’re flirting. I shouldn’t flirt with a guy I met two days ago. I have a boyfriend. I certainly shouldn’t feel my core tighten and heat from a single, intense glance.

I really shouldn’t have come here.

8. Claire

8

CLAIRE

No sooner do I finish my second cocktail than a third comes across the bar. I’m feeling a little too light and amused and unbothered about, well, anything, so I take it, with a chuckle. “I’m going to regret this tomorrow, aren’t I?”

“Hangovers are mostly due to dehydration. The secret is to drink as many glasses of water as alcohol. You need four, so far.”

“I suppose you are a future doctor,” says Lily.

“I mostly know because of being a former teenager, but sure.”

Lily’s about to respond when the guy she’d done her best to escapes calls her surname from the room entrance. He’s surrounded by a bunch of beefy, looming guys like him, some in letter jackets, others in casual shirts. “Yo, Trueman, is that really you?”

“Damn, who knew you hid those tits under your clothes…do you take nudes, too?”

Lily rushes toward them, shouting about privacy and assholes and bullies. I follow after her at first, but Keller holds me back, hand clamped on my wrist. “Leave her to it. She enjoys it.”

I frown at him. “She doesn’t seem to be enjoying herself.”

"Doesn’t she?” he smirks. “It’s basically that pair’s idea of foreplay. If they aren’t fucking yet, they will soon.”

I redirect my gaze toward these two, trying to see Keller’s point of view.

Lily is acting…weird, from what I’ve seen of her so far. She is remarkably chill, fun, easygoing with everyone else, but with that Cross, she’s high-strung, stressed, angry, and…

Oh. She’s blushing. He’s smiling at her.

“Oh,” I say out loud, stunned I didn’t catch that vibe myself.

“Yes. Better leave them to it. Besides, I wanted to talk to you.”

I wet my lips, feeling oh so awkward. “What about?”