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Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“I suppose you tried to warn me,” I hear myself whisper.

She and Cross both warned me, in different ways, to mind my business. But I didn’t. I did what I thought was right. I don’t know if I got that letter because of filming Keller, or my chat with the cop. Maybe both. I thought my reprehensible actions of last night were limited to what happened with Keller, but as far as the school is concerned, the line was making any of their precious rich students look bad.

I swallow.

I did this. And worse yet, I didn’t, at any point, believe I was doing anything wrong—anything that deserves this. I still don’t.

How even have they heard about it? Keller must have told them. I guess the term snitch is reserved for me, not the likes of him.

“I’ll call Keller. Ask if he can help.”

A dry chuckle works its way up my throat. “Right. The same guy who told them in the first place.”

“I sincerely doubt that, Claire. I mean, you talked to the cops. In all likelihood, they made a report. What happened to Charlotte at the Shark House had minor media attention.”

“Don’t you think it’s about the video I took?”

“No.” She’s strict. “For that, Cross would have made you pay, directly. Or me,” she rewords. “Tattling to his daddy isn’t his style. But the cops—shit. I should have seen this. Stopped you from saying anything at all.”

In what world does a university expel a student for telling the truth to the police? Well, a heavily edited version of the truth, but still. I even made sure no one could be directly reprimanded, insisting I helped myself to their booze.

It occurs to me that defense likely wouldn’t fly with everyone.

God, I am expelled. The reality of it hasn’t hit yet. I had other offers, but none as good as Rothford’s, and the enrollment period is over for any other school. Besides, I can’t afford to pack up and fly—well, anywhere.

All of a sudden, I’m bent in two, crying so hard I can’t even see straight, loud, dreadful sobs coming out of me, uncontrolled.

“Oh, Claire. Please, don’t cry. We’ll…” She hesitates, because what can we do?

It’s done. I’m expelled.

I cry harder.

“I’m going to make Cross help, okay?” She sounds desperate, the words coming out in a rush. “His family’s part of the board. And you can appeal to Keller too. His uncle’s the most powerful man in town. It’ll be okay. In this town, it’s all about who you know, and you already know people. I promise, we’ll make it okay.”

I nod over the tears, trying to speak.