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Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“I knew.” He nods to himself. “If you ask a woman what she wants to eat, and she says steak, you marry her. That’s the secret to happiness. I made you the best steak you have ever eaten,” he vows.

He is not lying.

In fact I have to wonder if I’ve ever eaten steak, because the rich cut melting in my mouth feels like something completely different from what I’ve had before. And after, there’s a course of lobster tail and cream over an array of colorful, delicious things I cannot describe. He calls it salad. I’m too busy to eat to talk, think, or even feel out of place. This is an experience.

“He cooks every day?” I marvel.

I’m going to be the size of a house in a week.

“Yes. Believe it or not, it’s actually healthy,” Calla says. “I despise exercise, and his food keeps me in shape anyway.”

She does not look like a girl who despise exercise, that’s for sure.

Dessert is a chocolate mousse with raspberries. Maybe I should propose to Claudio. I might, if he weren’t very clearly gay.

He joins us for dessert, and openly flirts with Young Thor.

Tia and Sebastian are the first to leave, soon followed by Calla, then Young Thor—he introduced himself as Richard, I think.

Keller stands right after. “I’d better head up, too. Thank you, Claudio.”

I’m on my feet before I think it through. “Yes, thank you. It was truly wonderful.”

I feel very awkward about leaving my plate and everything, but everyone else did the same.

“Can I help tidy up?”

“Isn’t she the sweetest? No, bella, you do not help. Not even I help, here. There are two cleaners working here every day, yes? We wouldn’t want them out of a job.”

“Oh.” Blushing, I nod. “Right. It was the best meal of my life.”

“Ah, Claire, Claire. Say things like this to me, and I take it as a challenge. We’ll do better tomorrow.”

Yep. I am going to gain ten pounds this week and be happy about it.

I follow Keller out of the room, and into the elevator in silence.

25. Claire

25

CLAIRE

Something has shifted in the air. I can’t pinpoint what it is exactly. All I know is that I can feel Keller’s proximity. Every spot where my arm touches his is oversensitive, making my awareness of him overwhelming.

He’s going to touch me, I tell myself. But that’s not quite right. I don’t know he will for sure. The true revelation is that he should be touching me. It would be right. The fact that he isn’t yet is confusing.

I don’t like it.

Touch me.

Touch me, please.

The door opens onto his floor.

He moves to hold it. “After you.”