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Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

"Next week," I say. "Did you book your flights? To see your grandma."

"Oh, not yet." She sighs. "She's been rather annoying, about Noah. She loves him. More than she loves me, I think, sometimes."

I think so too, but I don't tell her that.

"So, she's disappointed. I still want to be there for her surgery, but I'm figuring out timing. Lisa let me off this Friday, so I can leave right after class. I think I just want to come back Saturday."

"I'll come with you," I tell her, earning one of those many astounded looks.

It happens often. Every time she realizes people think she matters, in fact.

It will be my distinct pleasure to meet the woman who made Claire believe she is only entitled to conditional affection, and deserving of swift reprisal for expressing any desire.

"You will?"

"If you'd like me to." I shrug. "Sounds like you're worried about what she'll say. She might be less annoying in company."

"She absolutely would be less annoying in company," Claire asserts. "But she'd also totally blow my phone up about having another guy so quickly."

She chews on her lip.

Fine, fine, that makes sense. I'll glare at the bitch some other time. "I'll stay at the hotel. Study or whatever. It'll be nice for you to have company after dealing with her, right?"

"Thanks, Keller. That's…so thoughtful."

And absolutely not something she would have expected. "I'll book the tickets."

33. Claire

33

CLAIRE

“What do you think about this one?” I ask, sharing my fifth—or is it sixth?—unicorn.

Keller glances over the complex anatomy graphic he’s using, spelling the complex names of body parts, ailments or cures. Ever so patient, he looks at it in detail. “I like it more than the first, but the second is still my fav.”

I wrinkle my nose, returning to my second draft. The unicorn looks fierce and smug. “Yeah, it was pretty good.”

I don’t know what’s stopping me.

“Do you want my opinion?” Keller asks while I work on the eighth version, determined to capture the majesty of the second, with a bit more humor.

Arlo did pitch a children’s range after all.

“Send the lot. Or maybe just the best four or five. Most prints rarely feature only one drawing. Add some ornaments, some fun doodles. Maybe a dragon. Arlo is crazy about The Hobbit. And a dire wolf. He likes Game of Thrones, too.”

“He does?” Somehow, I can’t picture Arlo, Mr. Model himself, into nerdy stuff. “What’s your favorite creature?”

Keller grins at me. “Pegasi.”

I gasp, suddenly knowing just what was missing in the second drawing. I liked it, but he truly was too fierce for a unicorn.

Returning to my drawing, I execute the necessary modifications, removing the horn, reworking the coloring to a palomino and white tail, rather than the pink with rainbow braids. A folded pair of wings, and voila.