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  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

All right, no, that’s unfair. Claire’s friend is hot, too. Nice butt, in tight jeans, an inch of skin displayed under the hem of a lovely blouse with a healthy cleavage, she’s a looker. I would likely consider her entirely fuckable any other day. Her bangs and long black hair, plus huge glasses, also give her a bit of a prudish vibe. She’s playing the sexy librarian, and it works for her. But instead, I only watch Claire.

Holy fuck, what’s wrong with me?

7. Claire

7

CLAIRE

I try not to gawk stupidly at everything, but gosh, it’s hard. This place is insane. It looks like the kind of club I see in TV shows; too posh and luxurious to really exist. The furnishings are all warm, dark leather—the kind that looks like it’ll be the same in fifty years.

In high school, I used to know a girl whose dad was making a fair bit of money in estate planning. She always had the latest of everything, followed the last fashions. A few years back, she invited Noah and me to her birthday party. We’d never been close, as she was part of the popular crew—a cheerleader—but Noah wanted to go, so we did.

Her house was the very opposite of this. I could tell every piece of furniture was chosen because it was expensive, or well known, or fashionable, but the overall vibe was cold, impersonal, uncomfortable.

This house is…cozy’s the wrong word, but I can imagine people just lying back on those sofas and reading a book. I bet they’re comfortable. There are too many students here tonight, so most of us are standing, but I’m curious to try my theory someday.

This isn’t the obvious, in your face, I-make-six-figures-a-year that I’ve encountered in the past. This place whispers wealth. Every piece goes together. I get the feeling most of the interior has been there for decades, and yet, it still looks pristine. All because the right thing was purchased from the start.

The art on the walls is another indication that I’m most definitely no longer in Kansas, Toto. The brushstrokes and the colors make it clear they’re all genuine, and every piece is stunning. But also interesting. I find myself looking at a red and gold abstract on white canvas that seems to speak of violence, pain, and beauty all at once.

“That’s Markus’s,” someone says.

I steel myself, recognizing the deep, slow, low timbre, which makes no sense as we’ve spoken literally twice.

Plastering a smile on my face, I turn to face Darius Keller. “Oh?”