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  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“I mean, it’s pretty normal,” Lily reasons. “His dad is a top model, and he’s also been a celebrity for most of his life—nothing huge, but he has a bit of a fan club. It’s not surprising he keeps his circle small. There are some crazies out there. But yeah, all that to say, it’s pretty wild you got that from him.”

I can only bob my head. “Maybe I shouldn’t go.”

“Are you kidding? We are absolutely not missing this. It'll be awesome to see them get drunk and ridiculous. Plus, free booze.”

“I don’t really drink,” I argue.

That’s not quite true. I haven’t made the conscious decision to not drink, I’ve just never had an opportunity to do it before.

“Well, I drink enough for both of us, so you can be the DD. Except, it’s thirty minutes’ walk, max, so no point waking up my old, tired car for the trip. All right, what are you wearing?”

Shit.

I have literally nothing fit for a young crowd’s party. A church group’s luncheon, sure.

I look through my wardrobe, far sparser than Lily’s, and find various versions of the simple A-line skater dress I’m wearing, in beige, and pink, and baby blue, and cream. There are a few knee-length skirts and blouses, not unlike the one Lily has on.

My roommate joins me, clearly sensing my despair as I riffle through the selection a second time. “Sorry, I—” I bite my lower lip. “My grandma shops for me, most of the time. I mean, it’s her money.”

I feel incredibly lame.

“Wait, this one!” Lily says as I pull out one of my shirts; white, with a layer of lace, and then a top underneath.

It’s rather pretty, but I literally wore it to accompany Grandma to brunch.

“Yeah?”

She nods eagerly. “Yep. With one of my skirts. Give me a second. Do you have tights? And heels. You’re going to need heels.”

She hops back onto her side of the room as I look at my five pairs of shoes.

I am pretty certain that by heels, she doesn’t mean two-inch tall Mary Janes or loafers, but that’s all I have.

“The red ones,” she says, pointing to the first pair of heels. “And this.”

“Hell no.”

She’s holding a pleated leather skirt, high-waisted, and shorter than anything I’ve ever worn in my entire life.

“Hell yes.”

5. Claire

5

CLAIRE

There’s no date, or even time, on the invite. I’m not sure when we should show up, so I defer to Lily on that point.

She might not have been invited to a party in one of the private student houses before, but she’s as confident now as she is about everything else. “I’d say eleven or so.”

“Eleven!” I repeat.

That’s about when I usually go to sleep.