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  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“If you’re up for it, that’s a good idea,” Arlo tells me.

I’m stuck on the word girlfriend. Did Keller tell his dad and sister I was his girlfriend?

I take a sip of the wine, just for something to do, and my eyes widen. “Oh, this is good.”

32. Keller

32

KELLER

“And then, he said he’d pay me!” she says in complete awe. “For my drawings. Can you believe it?”

I flip through the blue leather notebook. “Having seen them, I absolutely can.”

Damn, she’s seriously talented. And I thought I knew her so well. What else are you hiding, little ghost?

I’m picking her up from the house tonight. I’m proud of her for checking if I was available to drive, after the couple of glasses of wine. The fact that she’s starting to think of me as a solution to whatever problem she encounters is good.

That means we’ve been invited for dinner, which is a tragedy. On Friday, Lisa cooks. Or rather, she thinks she can cook.

“It makes sense. There's a full-time design team of course, but after a while, they've exhausted their skills and creativity. It gets repetitive. Hiring freelance artists to inject some freshness is a good tactic; but finding someone, talking rights and stuff with them, can be a bit of a headache. Dad commissions people he knows—people he can trust, business wise—if he can. The fact you just drew it right here on paper means you’re not going to use AI to just generate it with one click. That’s a reassurance he can’t have with just anyone."

"He asked if I could send a sketch by Monday," she says while beating some eggs.

Dad's in his home office, Octavia's watching a cartoon, Lisa's strangling an unfortunate chicken, and Claire offered to prepare dessert, which is good. At least there'll be one edible thing tonight.

"You're going to spend the entire weekend drawing, aren't you?" I guess with a sigh.

And here I was, looking forward to an entire full day of her intention exclusively on me. I can tell that's not going to happen.

Dammit, Dad.

"I have so many ideas!"

Dinner is strange in its normalcy. The chicken is awful, dry as fuck, and we all tease Lisa about it. Everyone except Claire; she simply winces and doesn't lie. Normally, at this point, I would have just called for pizza, but Lisa says, "All right, how about we clear up this atrocity and have Claire's cake for dinner? It smells so good."

It turns out, Claire made a three-layered chocolate cake, with custard—or creme anglaise, she tells us—and it occurs to me that I need to start shopping for rings.