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  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
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  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
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  58. 29. Claire
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  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
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  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
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  68. 34. Claire
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  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
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  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“I see.” Lily nods, like what he’s saying is no big deal. “I’ve noticed some of the pecking order amongst you guys from the sidelines. Who’s above you in Rothford, would you say?”

He tilts his head. “My cousins, for sure. Magnus, Marius, and Markus. The first two have seniority and a much bigger wallet, along with the kind of name that makes people notice. Markus is younger than me, but we’re both on our first post-grad year. The little shit’s a genius. He’d still have priority here, as this is his house. Next door, we’re around the same level.”

“And?” Lily prompts.

He shoots her a wolfish grin. “And no one.”

“Not even the other Kellers? Voss, Cross, Rothford, Hunt, Archer…” she lists.

The only name that stands out to me is Rothford, the name of the school. And I guess Cross, as I just met him.

“Voss is new money. A lot of money, but new all the same, especially in this town. His dad’s a Hunt, but the least consequential of them. Everyone knows Lewis is a cunt. The Rothfords lost all their money and some of their status. Vi’s fine, but she gets more clout from being married to Voss than her own name. Archer and Hunt? They would be way, way above me; same level as the Goltzes, really, if they were studying here. But they’re at Stanford and Harvard, so, yep. Just my cousins. As for the other Kellers…” He winks. “Well, there’s a reason I’m the one they call Keller.”

Somehow, he doesn’t sound boastful. It almost feels like he’s limiting the extent of his reach and status. He didn’t hesitate to say both Hunt and Archer—whoever they are—were above him in status, and didn’t expound on why he’s the Keller, for example, although my internet search gives me a hint. After all, the whole family is loaded, but from what I understand, it’s Arlo, his dad, and his modelling career that launched them all. He’s even the reason why Marcella Keller met Eriks Goltz in the first place.

When I snooped on the Kellers, the internet was all about Arlo, Darius, and—somewhat strangely—Octavia. Maybe because they’re all models.

“Makes sense,” Lily says. “Well, if that gets us drinks faster, you’re a good friend to have.”

“Friends,” he muses. “I like that. I don’t have many of those. Yes, let’s be friends, Lily Trueman.”

“Really?” Lily chuckles. “What would you call the dozens of people always around you.”

“Acquaintances.”

“What’s the difference?” I ask.

I feel a bit left out of the conversation, mostly because I was just watching and finishing my Champagne flute. I place it back on the bar and start on the cocktail.